sunny could... press the ON-button on the washing machine and hang out the laundry later?>>9700
Sunny is like totally worn out and depressed over it.
In the end they offered sunny the job. I got the contract to sign right here.
You must understand that sunny got a chance that others might dream of. It might be a once in a lifetime chance.
And I understand that I am like the worst to be unhappy about it...
But please, I have very very
solid reasons! So do not think badly of Sunny yet.
It is like... you know how I told you about the qualifications I need? They wanted someone with like 3-5 years of work experience. Sunny got (n)one.
They wanted someone that is already very adept with servers, with printers, with fibreglass cable technology.
The many specifications about, printers and all the different kinds of server technology and the understanding and experience of those systems and whatnot were their most important points.
Sunny has absolutely -no- idea of those things at all
. And they want someone who has learned it is experienced with it and has years of work experience.
They even made a skill-check just to realise that sunny has no knowledge about those areas at all.
But... you know. It is weird, I cannot explain it well. But somehow sunny always seems to have like.. charisma?
Despite having no idea of anything and being absolutely not qualified for it or fulfilling even a third of the specifications they need... sunny somehow managed to still appeal a lot with.. words?
With you know.. talking and being sympathetic?
So despite being the worst person for the job above others, sunny got it because they just.. well really liked me. They think sunny could become the best for them, huge potential and whatnot.
They also really want to go far.. It is a not too tiny business, it is running very well, on a global level. They want to take me under their wing and work hard and mold sunny to their number 1 IT-technician here. A well-skilled jack of all trades for simply all IT things.
Sunny will have to work.. terribly hard to get on the level they need. Sure they will support sunny big time. With the boss being like a mentor and all.
But on top sunny will need to also work hard on learning all those things sunny doesn't know in the free time.
For months, or a year, or longer.
It will be a back-breaking job. The future might be good, many qualifications, good pay and stable future.
But it will really be really, really hard, especially in the beginning.
I don't know if I can do this. I feel like I don't deserve their trust.
Sunny was good in school, sure. But sunny never, ever, ever, learned at home, ever. Not even in uni.
I don't deserve this job. I don't fulfill even the basics. I will only be burden. How is it okay to just appeal by being.. good at rhetorics and communication or with charisma?
This is just not right, and I feel genuinely terrible about it.
Why couldn't they just refuse me?
How can sunny possibly work in a higher position than all those people that know literally EVERYTHING that I do not even have clue of??
This is terrible, this sounds pre-embarrassing.Sunny feels like crying.