Toybox's discord simulation AnonymousCountry code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: No.8575
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Me: Toybox, I need someone to talk to.
Her: I wish you'd listen to me, then you wouldn't be in this mess.
Me: I really wanted things to work out, I tried to follow your advice, I didn't mean for things to go this way and I'm sorry they did, I'm not good at controlling my anger.
Her: Mikie told me what you did, you can't just go on someone's discord and shout at them just because someone posted some drawings of you.
Me: I was just mad because they were drawings he made, and if he didn't make those there wouldn't be anything for the trolls to have used against me in the first place.
Her: that's no excuse.
Me: I understand that, and that's why I apologized to him.
Her: I've told you this before, you can't just apologize and think that will make everything all better, people remember shit and will hold a grudge the same as you like to do.
Me: I feel bad afterwards that's why I apologize, and I want to do better, It's just hard to.
Her: "it's too hard" is not an excuse! Remember the "waterfall" analogy? People calling you names is the waterfall you needed to sit under and you gave up too soon.
Me: it's not too late, I can apply what you taught me elsewhere.
Her: I guess, I wish you could have followed my advice sooner.
Me: I don't want to loose anymore friends, most importantly I don't want to loose you as a friend, I'm really sorry for how I treated you at times.
Her: I know you are but actions speak louder then words, and until you can treat people better then I'm not sure what to view you as, I know that sounds harsh but it's what you need to hear, people aren't always going to just turn the other cheek just because you say sorry, I'd think you of all people would have grasped that a long time ago seeing as that's exactly what your dad did to you. I have to go to bed now, we'll talk about this more tomorrow.
Me: okay, good night.
