Or that dream where you are trying as hard as you can to run, but you feel like you are running through molasses.
You know the alcohol is a big problem, you know its part of the thing that keeping your mind rolling. Maybe not so much the drug itself, but your thinking about it and knowing in your mind that its a problem that needs to be solved.
Its making your head all messed up, so your life is of order, and because of that, when you do
score a job interview, you are going in scatter brained.
You need to decide what is worse, the week or so of feeling shitty because of withdrawal, or the months behind you and the life in front of you feeling the way you do now.