Slow down, nigga. Yeah, we're all going to die and we can't do anything about it. There's counseling for this, but hopefully it's ever needed at the natural later stages of someone's life.
I'll assume by the nature of this post that you're a teenager, and so the teacher in me feels obligated to tell you that none of that shit matters right now. Just listen:
Be on time with your classwork and homework. At least keep your grades good enough to pass and don't get arrested.
Think about what your future should look like 2 or even 4 years from now. You'll probably change your direction multiple times, but that is okay. Think about enrolling into college or a trade, but don't pick anything easy.
Just don't get anybody pregnant this early. That will fuck up your life for sure, and will probably make you want to die.
And above all, be honest with yourself always, and you'll be on the right path.
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