-This isn't very easy for me to put into words right now, but I wanted to get this out and over with. Not only because I want to get this load off my shoulders, I also want some feedback.
-And I'm fucking tired.
Anywho here goes:
2017 has been a
very shitty year for me, it's opened my eyes up to realize how much of a callous person I'm becoming and realizing that if I don't change, then life's going to keep hurling me down the shit chute.
In January I was fired from my job and my uncle passed away.
February, I had to take my mother to the ER for an emergency procedure & wrecked the van the same day I left her at the hospital.
March, I spent every day filling out applications while helping my parents out while my ma was recovering at an outpatient facility, and she was helping my aunt stay grounded after losing her husband.
By mid April I landed a new job while bouncing between helping make sure my aunt was doing o.k... Toward the end of the month she was hospitalized just before her husband's funeral.
