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(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid:   447459[Last 50 Posts]

i think i have come to realize that i am a terrible person

i ddidnt intend to be at all

truth is, i actually care about you people a lot

but if i ever hurt any of you in some way

just know, i am sorry for doing it... i feel really really horrible

Fren!I.umFren4U (ID: d0459f)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447461

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We're all doing the best we can. And so are you.

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447464

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>>447461
im generally trying to improve my life

but fail each every time because i am major fuck up

Fren!I.umFren4U (ID: d0459f)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447465

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>>447464
>trying to improve
>but fail
You can't look at it that way. You can't treat success and failure as a mutually exclusive binary pair.

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: 724ecc)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447467

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Ok.

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447468

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>>447465
it's true

im a useless, dumb. loser

people are right when they call me though things

i major a pile of waste who deserves nothing

>>447467
you know, i thought we were friends... seems i was wrong...

i would think at some point

some fucking point you'd be understanding

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: c82055)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447469

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>>447468
You do recall I've given you literal money to help you, right? And a decent amount at that.

Fren!I.umFren4U (ID: d0459f)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447470

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>>447468
You know when I first tried to quit smoking I'd always say "this will be my last pack." and so when I had a rough day and a moment of weakness and picked up a pack of smokes on my way home from work I'd say
>Damn. I failed.
But it wasn't until I was willing to throw out an unfinished pack of cigarettes that I was actually able to succeed.

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447471

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>>447469
yes, i do

and i appreciate that

i feel fucking terrible about it, too

you did that back in 2017 and it helped me great deal

money isn't everything

friendship to me is more important

>>447470
i just feel like im on a real dark path and losing everything...

and it is painful

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: c82055)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447472

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>>447471
Poetic.

Fren!I.umFren4U (ID: d0459f)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447474

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>>447471
As long as the sun continues to rise and the wind still carries the air you need to breathe then you have not lost everything. And each day will present new opportunities ripe for the taking whenever you are ready for it.

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447475

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>>447472
come on, dude? really

and besides you offered me the money

i didnt ask for it

can you please just be cool for one second? please for the love of god

>>447474
im just tired of life...
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Fren!I.umFren4U (ID: d0459f)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447478

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>>447475
When I get tired of life and feel like my life is in a place I just can't handle then I just look for something to do (non self destructive of course) that is in the complete opposite direction of what I normally like to do. It often helps me remember what I liked most about the path I was on before and thus better appreciate it and also gives me a fresh perspective with which to approach the problems I encountered on that path.

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447483

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>>447478
i suppose so

i am just paranoid and depressed and it isnt going away

and i have no idea what to do at this point

i feel like everyone hates me as well

Fren!I.umFren4U (ID: d0459f)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447486

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>>447483
haters gonna hate.
You can only control what Mikie does.

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: 724ecc)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447487

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>>447475
You asked for money on much more occasions than you seem to recall.

I offered money once to keep the site running.

fleur (ID: ba2be3)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447488

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>>447475
This is why despite what people say about him tracer really is a good guy, he helps people. He's far nicer than id ever be.
Anyway, just some advice, you drive your own bus in life. Not sure what your issues are but I'm betting a lot of people here had it worse. I pulled myself up by the bootstraps, cleaned up my act and here I am. No ones going to pick you up and do everything for you, that's your job. You are 100% responsible for your life, if you want things to change you have to take responsibility for yourself. As bad as i had it, that's what I did and here I am. If I did it, so can you.

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447492

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>>447486
i never intended to hurt anyone ever

i have mental issues, i think

i cant help how i am

i just want this dark life to end and finally get better

i just want to hear from someone say "i am proud of you"

>>447487
>I offered money once to keep the site running.
it had nothing to do with the site though

you offered me the money on getchan.net/luna

you mentioned nothing involving the site

you did this when we were both ragging on steam twist

i remember it as clear as day because that day i was sober

literally all you said that day was "would you like some dosh?"

>>447488
he IS a good guy, i meant him in person and he a pleasure to hangout with

i dont understand why he makes me feel horrible with the things says

>>447488
>You are 100% responsible for your life, if you want things to change you have to take responsibility for yourself. As bad as i had it, that's what I did and here I am. If I did it, so can you.
then you have better luck than me
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fleur (ID: ba2be3)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447496

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>>447492
Why does he make you feel bad? He gives me shit, doesn't bother me at all. Also, it wasn't luck, I made my own while fighting family in court. Won't go into detail, it's over and I've more or less moved on. Point still stands, you want something? You want change? Work for it, that's life.

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: 724ecc)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447497

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>>447492
Alright, I offered you money twice.

fleur (ID: ba2be3)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447498

>>447497
God damn you are a saint.

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447501

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>>447496
normally i dont give a shit about what he says

it's whatever

but im not feeling too happy today so it gets to me a bit more

>Point still stands, you want something? You want change? Work for it, that's life.

i agree, you arent wrong

my issue is am too useless and stupid to achieve that

>>447497
and i thank you for it

nothing anyone does for me goes underappreciated

i wanna make that clear
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fleur (ID: ba2be3)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447502

>>447501
Then it's on you.

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: 724ecc)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447503

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>>447498
Truly the epitome of empathy.

>>447501
Hm.

Maroon Auburn!QEUQfdPtTM (ID: bbbecd)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447504

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You're a decent bloke in my books never done me no wrong

Keep your head up

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447506

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>>447502
right

>>447504
im trying my best

i am hoping to move some elsewhere

toilet is tablet (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447510

Bro did I make this thread lol.
You're starting to sound like me, friend. I'm worried but you.

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447512

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>>447510
,,,i just feel terrible

im not physical pain

but i am in mental pain

toilet is tablet (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447514

>>447512
It is the curse of empathy.
My problem is I'm naturally an instigator. But I also am highly empathetic to others and have a strong moral compass. This causes a battle between God and the devil inside my soul.

What about you, friend?

Spizzle (ID: 4b7cd5)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447516

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>>447512
Well all we can do is offer words and pics, for the most part.
What can you do to alleviate the mental pain?

vynn (ID: cc578f)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447517

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♥️

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447520

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>>447514
i try to be a good and loving person

but i feel absolutely horrible

i actually really care about this community and you all

i just hurt so badly

>>447516
>What can you do to alleviate the mental pain?
i wish i had an answer to that...

>>447517
thank you, friend

toilet is tablet (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447523

>>447520
Throughout my many years of suffering I have learned that those who wish to alleviate their suffering merely wishes to find a source of escapism from life.
The same way pain and happiness are intrinsic parts of the experience of life, so too is suffering.

Just know that this suffering and pain is merely the storm that we must wait out and endure. As happiness comes and goes, so too will this, friend. Come, make some tea and grab a blanket. We can suffer through this together.

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447524

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>>447523
will this storm really end though

i been in emotional pain for the last couple of weeks

like i said, i just want someone to sincerely say "i am proud of you mike"

my brother is like to the better version of me

and im the discount version

i dont even think my parents want anything to do with me

toilet is tablet (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447527

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>>447524
I've been in the storm for years now, friend. There's good times but those are only the eye of the storm.
I think I see the horizon soon, but I may be wrong.
Perhaps it is the same for you. Or maybe we just live up north where its always storming.
Sometimes in order to find calmer weather you have to move on.
Maybe thats what we gotta do, friend.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447528

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>gives free attention

toilet is tablet (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447529

>>447528
Attention is fleeting tho. We need to learn to be okay with how things are. Even if they're bad. Doesn't mean stagnation. Just merely adapting to the harsh weather in order to continue growing.

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447530

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>>447527
i just want to at least see the silver lining

it's all just dark depressing feelings

>>447528
so thats it, huh? thanks, i guess.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447531

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>>447529
I give out my attention like singles at a strip club, and watch the whores grovel at my gift.

Not my problem they're addicted to banging that sweet attention right into their veins.

We all got our habbits.
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!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447532

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>>447530
Im giving you attention. How're you doing? Are you well? Tell me about your day?

You're just going to take my attention for granted anyway. Why should I make an effort to not be shallow?

toilet is tablet (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447533

>>447530
Had a Russian friend once. He told me, "life is bitch. At least bread is good."
Do you understand, friend.

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447536

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>>447532
>Im giving you attention
and i appreciate it

>How're you doing?

horrible

>Are you well?

not even close

>Tell me about your day?

nothing but depression and shitloads of crying

>You're just going to take my attention for granted anyway. Why should I make an effort to not be shallow?

no i wont and never take it for granted

i just dont how to accept it

>>447533
i suppose, i can understand that

toilet is tablet (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447538

>>447536
Endure, my guy. Feel the feels. Then when the tears stop, eat some bread.

痛みの花 (Fleur-Chan) (ID: 459c93)Country code: getchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447539

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>>447536
Dunno, maybe it's the asian talking, I don't get it. You have a problem? Strengthen yourself, overcome and continue the process. Today is victory over yourself, tomorrow is victory over men and eventually victory over greater men. That's how i've done things. Then again, that's me.

Within you is the solution to your problems, polish your inner mirror till you find it.

Fren!I.umFren4U (ID: d0459f)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447540

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I know it's Mikie's thread but can I have some attention too?

toilet is tablet (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447541

>>447540
Go find it

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447543

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>>447539
easier said than done...

but understood

thank you

痛みの花 (Fleur-Chan) (ID: 459c93)Country code: getchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447544

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>>447540
Was going to say earlier when you mentioned Greek things, what I'm very curious about is how much Buddhism influenced Greece later on. Supposedly King Ashoka sent envoys that far. There's even a theory that Jesus did travel east to Study Buddhism. In some remote Tibetan Monestary there are records of someone from Nazareth.

Pic related, you may like it. Everyone likes Musashi, I like this guy more. He did a lot more than just kill people. He's Yoko Onos great, great, great something Grandfather.
>>447543
That's why I said maybe that's the asian talking. That side is very, very different from the ones here. How much work have you put into yourself? How much study, introspection and self reflection have you done? There is so much satisfaction to be had via self mastery and physical health.

Also cheer up lol.
Uncle Ben - SNL
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!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447550

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>>447536
Well, sweetie, what do you think is wrong? What's the main thing bugging you?

>>447540
Yes ❤️ here. Have some

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447554

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>>447544
i just do a lot self research

i never been to be collage or anything like that

>>447550
i am just mad at myself

i could have like brother

successful

Fren!I.umFren4U (ID: d0459f)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447555

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>>447550
Thanks. I'm feeling kind of melancholy today.

(ID: 8c6045)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447556

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>>447555
hope you feel better, fren

Jiggle!Dick2STbYY (ID: 675d76)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447558

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No you're not. Don't fall for the self-hate meme.
You're perfectly fine. Don't worry about any of it.

痛みの花 (Fleur-Chan) (ID: 459c93)Country code: getchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447566

>>447554
Self research how? I do a lot of it but I'm sure my methods are quite different....

!BunnyHynm. (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447570

Ima have to make a bandwagon of this thread too.

The problem is -

I havnt come to realize im a terrible person, i always knew and dont care lol.

I fully intended to be for my own amusement

I .. dont care about any of you, i "like" a bunch of you but i mean if you all up and died of Corona tommorow it wouldnt actually affect my life other than having less posters to respond to so..

And if i ever hurt any of you, stop being a bunch of fucking thin skinned pussies lmao.

Not sorry for any of it, i feel the same as i did before i did any of it.

- I guess it would go something like that.

At least there was some nice asian titties in this thread to liven it up

(ID: c920d7)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447579

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>>447570
well atleast you reap what you sow

Jiggle!Dick2STbYY (ID: 675d76)Country code: bug.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447587

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>>447570
My question to you is why you repeat this same thing that not only have you said a hundred times before, but everyone who's been on the web for a significant time has mutually surmised. It's kinda become little but a schtick at this point.
If we're being transparent.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447593

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>>447554
I dono how to help. I'm always here when you need help though. You have my discord.

(ID: c920d7)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447594

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>>447593
thank you, friend

im starting to feel a little better now though

i know i may not show it

but i do appreciate you

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 82318f)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447596

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>>447594
Thanks. I really hope you do better for yourself. You should be happier.

Fren!I.umFren4U (ID: d0459f)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  447598

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>>447556
Thanks. But I feel like I've become an expert on finding the shortest way from the top of the hill to the deepest trough.
Get bent out of shape about stupid shit and then feel like a loser % speed run.

(ID: c920d7)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447603

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>>447596
thank you

i will try my best

>>447598
i can fully relate

though you're a cool person i think

me? im a piece of shit

!smiles.Drs (ID: a3a917)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447606

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Accept reality instead of always trying to deny and revise your past.

(ID: c920d7)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447608

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>>447606
you betrayed me...

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447609

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>>447603
See? All you do is insist you're a piece of shit like you've come to expect people to counter that with positive reinforcement.

Maybe if you just stoped, you could take an introspective look at yourself and stop spewing garbage about yourself to coax people into giving you care and attention.

!smiles.Drs (ID: a3a917)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447610

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>>447608
I literally don't know what you're talking about. You want to expand on that?

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>>447609
i dont want think the way i do

but i do

>>447610
gilgamesh (or whatever the fuck his name is)

spewed a bunch of lies about on another website

it honestly really fucking hurt

it makes me wonder who i should trust after all these years

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>>447615
And what makes you think it was me?
What website?

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>>447603
>im a piece of shit
If that's true then I envy you.
I want to be a total piece of shit. I wish I could fucking get drunk every day and tell people off to their faces every time I'm feeling bitter and talk out of turn and fucking block 3 parking spaces to save myself 5 seconds and I know no one's going to do shit about it, and just fucking chain smoke and drop cigarette butts all over the place and blow smoke in people's faces and jack off in other people's bathroom when I go to visit their homes and bust anyone's lip who talks shit to me even if I fucking started it and then turn in at the end of the day with a big stupid ignorant smile on my face.
Because at least then I'd go to sleep knowing I had an excuse to have fucked it all up in the first place.

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>>447615
Revolt against the voices.

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>you betrayed me
This is going to be good.

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>>447616
it doesnt matter

but every time shit goes down

you and gilgamesh always appear at the same time

so yeah, i thought it was you

and im wrong, i apologize

i just feel fucking betrayed

>>447617
getting drunk all the time isnt fun

i used to have a serious issue with that

>>447622
im just tired of this life

>>447623
just stop

Czarina is phone (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447626

Is this I’m a piece of shit thread

I’ll join in as I am also a piece of shit

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>>447624
So did I. But I wasn't enough of an asshole to keep ignoring how all the people around me felt about it. But it sure was easy before I got to the point of giving a shit.

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>>447624
>you and gilgamesh always appear at the same time
Wonder what possible correlation that may have

Not seeing the betrayal part.

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>>447626
you are not

>>447627
giving a shit is rather rough

ill give you that

>>447629
like i said, if im wrong

im wrong

then i apologize

!smiles.Drs (ID: a3a917)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447634

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>>447624
That's pretty coincidental since there are plenty of times where I'm posting on my own. Like right now.
Also if I was the one telling Gilgamesh things it wouldn't be "lies" like you described.
What's the other website.

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>>447632
Wanna become the arch villains of /ef/? At least then we'll always have each other.

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>>447632
Damn, no show I guess.

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>>447634
ill give you that

i apologize for accusing you of such things

im just hurt is all

>What's the other website.

it doesnt matter

>>447635
i just want to be better right now

(ID: 12a639)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447640

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don't say that about yourself. You are a good person.

Czarina is phone (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447643

>>447632
Some would beg to differ

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>>447639
Well you sure make a lousy asshole then.

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>>447459
Remember that if you're feeling like you've hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up. Much like being in an actual hole, you'll have to dig in sections, so it will be long and arduous.
But if memory serves, I'm pretty sure you've been in worse places too, so chin up, my friend.

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>>447639
I accept your apology.
What I said earlier stands, and you need to work on being less stubborn and accusatory if you don't actually have anything.

!smiles.Drs (ID: a3a917)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447649

>>447626
Everyone is a bit shitty, but I don't think that means you're a piece of shit.

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>>447640
thank you, chapter

>>447643
then they're wrong

>>447644
well i dont want to be

>>447645
im just in so much pain...

i just want it to end

i just wanna be a good person and be happy

>>447648
i just feel hurt

some rando who i never spoken to personally was saying all the shit about me

i just want to know who betrayed me

and why? i thought these people were my friends...

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>>447652
Well then I guess maybe you're not a bad person. Just a little early on in your journey to becoming a better one.

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>>447652
Is it a betrayal when it's some rando?

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>>447655
im trying...

>>447658
it is betrayal when someone who tells a rando lies about me when they're suppose to be my friend

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>>447652
If you truly feel like you aren't already, then recognising what you're doing and saying that makes you feel like that is the first thing to do. That's a good stepping stone towards changing the behaviour. I'm not sure why you feel like you do, but I won't try and diminish what you're saying by waving it away either. They usually say that recognising the bad is the first step to recovery, though. Making amends is next, so actually thinking and determining the problem is key so that the following amends don't ring hollow.
But hey, I'm no psychologist, not even an armchair one, so take what I say with a grain of salt.

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>>447624
I know the feeling.
Stand strong, if it's all you can do.

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>>447661
If they are lies then how was any information betrayed?
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!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447667

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>>447615
And if I called you a piece of shit, that makes me the bully? I would just be validating what you're stating. So what's so bad about that?

I'll tell you. Because it wouldn't be biting on to your bait of self depreciation and feeding you with the positive reinforcement you seem to crave.

If you're going to call yourself a worthless person, what if I just stop countering that and just revalidate it?

Turns me into the mean one, doesn't it?

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>>447662
i wanna make amends with everyone i can

i just didnt think people talk about me behind my back my back

>>447663
it seems to be my only option

>>447665
because i wouldnt expect a "friend" to do that to me, really

>>447667
thats merely your perception on it though

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>>447674
If that's what's bothering you, that's not really on you, then is it? That's on the people doing that.

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>>447674
Still not hearing the betrayal part as there's still no specifics of who the friend is, the rando is, the apparent lie, or much of anything.

Just that something somewhere was said by someone who apparently got their information from someone and it makes it a betrayal.

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>>447652
I don't even know what he was saying other then it was lies.
Also Gilgamesh has been a part of this community for almost as long as me. He could've heard something through anyone in that span of time.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447692

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>>447674
Well, what if I just told you to stop being a bitch and get over yourself?

Blah blah blah, I could spend time writing about how great you are and how much I care, but bottom line, I feel my care and concern for you has been abused in the past and it feels like a big waist of energy.

Get over it. You're life isn't that hard.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447698

Jesus fuck, man, stop fishing for care and love from people. You don't actualy apply it to better yourself or to even actively TRY to make you feel any better, so it's just abusing the care and concern of everyone that posts a reply
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>>447678
yeah, im starting to see it that way at this point

>>447682
because i am assume people who i chat with personally are my friends

>>447685
>Also Gilgamesh has been a part of this community for almost as long as me
since WHEN?

i been in this community since 2011 and literally never heard of this person

>>447692
so that's how you're going be? fine

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>>447698
im having a discussion with others

if you dont want to participate

dont
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Mikie I am gonna be completely honest with you. Part of becoming a better person is accepting that you have flaws and overcoming them. It does feel impossible at times and you almost convince yourself that you are a bad person but trust me when I say its not true. You just gotta keep trying and you will make it. I believe in you bud.

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>>447699
That's really all there is to it, from what you've shared anyway. If so, then you're taking it on yourself, which you shouldn't.

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>>447702
i appreciate, man

honestly, that means a lot coming from you because you and i are the same way

we shitpost

but we are still bros at the end of the day

>>447703
i just feel so useless

i try to help as much as i can with everyone

believe me, i had 1 million dollars i would donate a huge chunk to everyone here

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>>447705

Stop beating yourself up so much my dude

Everyone has flaws, many don't admit them yet here you are wanting to imrpove them and be better

That's a great thing not a bad thing

You got this, I bealive you can overcome this don't keep putting yourself down when you are worth much more than that

Who the fuck selected a flag other than my countries for this post PC what are you doing
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>>447705
Just hang in there. It gets better.
Get some food you enjoy and mellow out to a show. It's no use throwing yourself at a wall.

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>>447699
So, you confided something to Smiles personally but then saw it being lied to Tsuchi who reiterated it back?

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>>447705
Hey it's all good man. Give yourself a mental break. Watch something that makes you happy or go for a walk if you can.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 82318f)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447721

>>447713
Beating himself up is what he does. Publicly too.

No matter what you say otherwise, Mikie doesn't seem to want to listen. He's happier, I think, hating himself, so his "woe is me" whining gets more attention in threads.

If he actualy listened, he would have stoped beating himself up a long time ago. A really long time ago. Instead, I don't think there's any desire to change.

I'd love to challenge him to change. To challenge him to be happier with himself. But I think he's too complacent. Whatever misery he has, he seems to be too comfortable in it to want to do anything.

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>>447713
thank you maroon

i will try to knock this off

it just hurts

>>447715
alright... ill see what i can do

thank you for the help with talking with me

im usually not this miserable

>>447717
i have no clue what you're talking about at this point

sorry

>>447720
yeah, im thinking about going to the beach in a little bit and walk this off

>>447721
i dont want this pain

but i would rather have it than to have someone else deal with it

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>>447723
So far all the information is that you were betrayed.

You're not being specific, even with the person you're accusing of betraying you.

I'm simply trying to fit the missing pieces of what little you've said to make sense of it.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 82318f)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447730

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>>447723
Someone else deal with it? Sweetie, you MAKE others deal with it by posting all this whining all the time and people like me actualy LOVE AND CARE but you don't even see that?!?!

It's not just about you when you post this stuff. It makes people like me worry. It brings a disturbance in the day. It hurts to see. But I don't think you care. Otherwise, I'd see a genuine attempt to better yourself at least by loving yourself a bit more. But I don't see that!

All I see is complacent misery and no desire to feel better and it abused the mental state of those around you that do care about you.

You're not just an attention whore, you're a selfish sociopath with no regard for the people that spend time trying to reach out to help you.

It's sickening. I know you could feel better about yourself if you wanted to. And I KNOW you could stop publicly beating yourself up too. But you don't. And that hurts me.

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Wonder what -z- is up to.

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>>447723
No worries, mate. Take a breather. It'll help, I'm sure.

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>>447728
i dont know who it was

so i cant say

>>447730
...the fuck?

>>447743
thank you, friend

i appreciate it

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>>447745
You don't know who the random person was, or you don't know if it was from Smiles? What?

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 82318f)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447750

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>>447745
Sweetie, if you post about how awful you're feeling and other people post replies to try to cheer you up, you are inadvertently asking for help with your burden.

You said you don't want to trouble anyone? Bullshit! You not only trouble others, but refuse to see it when people take the time outta their day and energy outta their hearts to care.

Thus;
>You're not just an attention whore, you're a selfish sociopath with no regard for the people that spend time trying to reach out to help you.
You just simply don't seem to care or recognize that others get involved tok when we love and care

>It's not just about you when you post this stuff. It makes people like me worry. It brings a disturbance in the day. It hurts to see. But I don't think you care. Otherwise, I'd see a genuine attempt to better yourself at least by loving yourself a bit more. But I don't see that!

Read that over and over again

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>>447746
hence why i apologized to smiles

i know she didnt do it

>>447750
i told you many upon many times

i have trouble dealing with this

thats the part you seem to be forgetting

i have stated many times that i care about you people and this community

if i didnt i wouldnt even be bothering right now

i told you i am likely autistic
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>>447750

Hes clearly not in a good place right now and I think it would be best for both of you if you stop and give it up.

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>>447754
K

>>447753
You're autistic?
That goes on the list of dumbass excuses.

But whatever.

Im still always here for you in a crisis.

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>>447753
I'll never give up on you

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>>447753
What an amazing journey this has been then.

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>>447758
and i appreciate your care

i really do

i may not show, i but i do appreciate it

>>447759
thank you, frien

>>447762
eh, hardly

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>>447767
I was being sarcastic.

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>>447762

Legit just fucking wish everyone on here got along

I never have problems with no one I think you're all pretty neat


Except Fox anon you can suck my dick Fox huehuehuehuehue

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>>447770
whatever

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447774

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>>447767
If you really appreciated it, you'd take the steps nessisary to make YOURSELF feel better.

At very least you don't constantly succubus love and attention from people every time you have your depression threads.

There's clear good advice in this thread. Applicable too. Maybe just apply it? Or maybe you don't even want to. I dono.

Just take the time to be grateful for your life situation as it is and love yourself a bit more.

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in my completely non biased, completely normal opinion I think we should all just shut up.

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>>447767
Just shut up and give me a big gay hug

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>>447771
Because those who are coddled can't handle slight abrasions.

>>447773
Just shitposting bro.

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>>447776

What's the difference between a gay hug and a regular hug?

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>>447780
None. Hugging another guy is always gay since it's impossible to resist giving that booty a friendly little slap while you're at it.

!BunnyHynm. (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447791

>>447587
Because the truth hurts.

Mikie is a being a whingey depressing bitch. I dont like it when he's like this, he was like this when i first met him and we hated each other, its only when i convonced him to stop being such a little bitch about fucking Pinkie Pie etc and he changed into a trolly funposter instead that i started liking him and thought he was worth my time but nope, here we go again same old crap that half of you pull on here with your "depression" and "problems".

Fuck me am i the only person that is actually able to just get on with life instead of just curling up into a ball everytime something bad happens or life doesnt go my way? Dear god, say what you want about people of my generation with your gay Boomer crap and whatever other shit buzzwords kids these days use but we knew how to deal with life.

You know what fuck it , i only came back because i thought it'd be funny to get unbanned again just to see how ridiculous that would be , and now thats over, just ban me so i dont have to subject myself to any more of this garbage.

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>>447791
oh fuck off

everyone has their bad days

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>>447791
I can't believe it took me this long to realize your name isn't bunnyhymen.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447813

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>>447810
I still call him that.

>>447800
He's mean, but right, you know.

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>>447813
oh no, how dare one person have one off day

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>>447817
it honestly seems like this kinda day has been happening on and off tho.

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>>447817
Don't give them the satisfaction, fren.

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>>447818
maybe it has

but i dont see why i need to trampled on for feeling horrible...

>>447819
it just doesnt make any sense

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>>447821
I'm really disappointed in the rest of my frens right now. Maybe you've done something douchey in the past but right here right now in this moment the rest of you are acting like bullies.

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>>447821
I personally think you should talk about it to people in private that way you wont get attacked for it. Not trying to make you feel bad bud.

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>>447825
it's fine

will all prevail

>>447826
no you're right

i should have done that

i was just feeling really horrible this morning

i just needed to vent was all

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>>447829
its all good dude.
>>447825
u cant judge me boi

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>>447831
You're all up mikies dick for making one single thread to wallow in self pity but literally every single active thread has you as the last post on it whether or not you have anything at all to contribute. So yes I'm going to judge you and call you out for projection.

Nlgger (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447837

>>447800
Dont care, i dont hate you or anything mate i just find this fucking annoying. I find everything annoying, so im out. Thanks for unbannin me tho because it was funny. Sort yourself out etc.

Now im off to drink Bleach (The anime that is , not actually Bleach, only faggots kill themselves)
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>>447837
alt least you're honest

Anonymous (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447842

>>447839
Im always honest, why be a fake loveposter or try to be nice to appease people to make friends when its clearly making your stomach churn. I should clearly stay away from forums and imageboards because all they do is make me angry. Whats taking this ban so long ?

WHY THE FUCK I AM EVEN STILL POSTING . FUCK! LMAO. IM SUCH A HYPOCRITE, KILLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE x^D
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>>447842
chill dude

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>>447835
I wasn't tho

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>>447845
I don't know. This threads too much of a shit show to follow.

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>>447846
it's fine dude

Anonymous (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447853

>>447844
What if i told you to kill yourself.

But Yourself was actually the name of a mass murderer that renamed himself "yourself" by law , and i was actually telling you to kill that mass murderer guy? Therfor not implying that you should end your life, but his?
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>>447851
Yeah I scrolled up and saw that you were being reasonable and pregnantic sorry for calling you out.
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Anonymous (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447855

This is all Spirit Shines fault ._.

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>>447853
uuuuuuh what? lol

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>>447856
Unban me Mikie.

Also i dont think i should have drunk that Bleach :|

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>>447859
not a mod anymore, man

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>>447861
then how did you ban my heart bb

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>>447861
Kill me instead?

I will rename myself to Yourself to make it easier.

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>>447863
i didnt

i told zeke and toy and delete my account

and they dit just that and i thank them for it

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>>447869
I was just trying to be flirty since no one else that I normally hit on is around right now. Sorry if I accidentally give you the gay.

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>>447854
its fine man no harm no foul.

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>>447874
What's with all the rats?

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>>447875
do you really want to know?

Czarina is phone (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447878

Are threads always like this where people argue or feel like shit? I’m just curious. I don’t remember it being like this
Are we all going through a period right now

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>>447876
Was your family eaten by a swarm of rats in front of you as a child and so you feel a sense of re-empowerment by posting rats all over forums (in your mind, taking control of the same rats that hurt you in the past)?

Anonymous (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447882

>>447876
That pic is fucking amazing lol

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>>447878
I still make fun threads.
You just never visit them.

!GiLgameShI (ID: 94c0d9)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447885

>>447878
>through a period
Most of this place is male so that can't be the reason.

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>>447878
yes. I need you to give me some tampoons im flowing hard as fuck
>>447881
it's because i am a giant man sized rat lol.
>>447882
I know right?

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>>447878
in fairness, most people here have been pretty cool

though yeah, a lot have been pretty shitty

but thats par for course i guess

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>>447875
Somebody spill bag cheetos hinda piece furniture and the rattes come

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>>447889
Will you protect me from the rats jiggle senpai?

Czarina is phone (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447896

>>447885
Men can have man periods. I’ve experienced it from men a lot. They get all angtsy and shit for a week, being mean for no reason then they’re fine

>>447884
I reply to some of them but I am skimmed over because i usually use my phone with no pictures only have me and my kids on them

>>447886
You sure you don’t want a diva cup

>>447888
True

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>>447896
Just save other people's avatars onto your phone to use in a pinch

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>>447896
Can comfirm

>>447894
maybe

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>>447901
Will you play video games with me too? And cuddle?

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>>447889
>>447894
You cant hide from the rats. It's time for your vibe check.
>>447896
Yes. Can also vouch that we do have periods or something similar atleast.

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All this talk of male hormonal balances just reminded me that I forgot to take my supplemental creatine this morning.
Thanks bros.

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>>447896
Perhaps theyre not being mean for no reason, perhaps the women just cant see shes doing something wrong for the 500th time :^)

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>>447900
Bro that’s kinda weird tho like 😔

>>447901
>>447903
Glad you all understand

>>447904
Np friendo

>>447909
Yeah that’s it

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>>447912
this is all your fault

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>>447912
Just flip it horizontally and then it's your OC according to fair use.

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>>447896
they prove a good point though

i need to stop being a bitch...

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>>447921
Let me be your armor

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If you want real, actual advice I can give you this:

The first step to fixing anything is understanding the problem. It's easy to say "I'm a failure and everyone hates me." but that doesn't happen just because. There are reasons, and the first step is to identify those reasons and accept them, then work on fixing it.

From the outside looking in, I can tell you a couple of the problems. First and foremost one of the issues you have is fixating on something and ignoring everything else. I'm not taking about the waifu thing. That's not really important. What I'm talking about is the stuff you are "passionate" about. You get an ideal in your head and regardless of how much people try to explain to you where the problems with your views are you ignore everything anyone says and just keep hammering down on what you believe. This irritates the crap out of people because it's like trying to talk to a brick wall. Then you basically just say "whatever" and then just walk away without even acknowledging that someone was trying to talk to you. It comes across as very rude and you don't seem to notice it.

I'm not saying you have to agree with anyone, but you often don't even take anything anyone says into consideration at all, and treat people that try to explain things to you as trying to personally attack your philosophy. This is what upsets people and drives them away. When anyone tries to explain anything to you, you tend to take it as a personal attack and get indignant about it.

One of the biggest things you have to realize within yourself are where your flaws are and work around them. For example, I'm really bad at math and geography. If someone corrects me on either of those things I'm usually the first to back down because I know those are not my strong suit.

If there is one thing I notice about you, Mikie, it's not that you're stupid, it's that you struggle with complex topics. That's okay though, it's just something you have to be aware of and try to work on. The best thing to do is just not try to get heavily involved in anything that deals with complex issues, even if you have a strong view on them, because you just tend to struggle with them and end up getting frustrated. This in turn makes you upset, then makes you lash out at others, which then upsets them and makes them get mad at you.

The second biggest issue you have is that when you do make a mistake, instead of acknowledging it, you simply shrug it off and dismiss it, saying "whatever". This also can be irritating to people because it makes it come across as though you don't care how your actions impact others.

I think if you try to be aware of these two things and work on them, you will overall feel better about yourself but also have less problems with others.

That's just my view on it though. This isn't a personal attack or me shitting on you, it's me trying to just be honest and help you.

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>>447917
It’s always my fault

>>447918
Rat thief 😳

>>447921
At least you are listening

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>>447927
the council of 13 will decide your fate.

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>>447902
No matter how much antivirus and firewall I knock out from my machine, it doesn't wanna connect to stuff. Also it's a toaster and can't handle any game requiring a gpu.

!smiles.Drs (ID: c20780)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447933

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Mikie actually try to listen to >>447925
Especially the second part.

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>>447924
its fine

>>447925
i never intend to come off as rude

...im really sorry if i came off such

i wouldnt want to hurt anyone

im sorry

>>447933
i read it

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 82318f)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447947

>>447937
>You get an ideal in your head and regardless of how much people try to explain to you where the problems with your views are you ignore everything anyone says and just keep hammering down on what you believe. This irritates the crap out of people because it's like trying to talk to a brick wall. Then you basically just say "whatever" and then just walk away without even acknowledging that someone was trying to talk to you. It comes across as very rude and you don't seem to notice it.
Yup
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>>447936
Sorry.
Upgrades require money.

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>>447947
i have mental issues

i cant help it

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447953

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>>447951
See? Shrugging it off with an excuses instead of any real desire or show of a desire to change anything or even accept criticism.

Excuse. And a dumbass one at that
>I can't help it
Oh okey. So you should have no accountability? It should just be widly accepted? You shouldn't be blamed for any faults?

Okey.

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>>447953
mental illness

you should know all about that

we both have it

im not using it as excuse

it's a legit issue i have and i am willing to admit it

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>>447957
You know what, go fuck yourself.

You might be happy letting your little excuses of having a mental illness legitimize your lack of desire for anything better in your life, but I won't.

Im not going to let some cheap handicap ever stop me from doing anything. Even if I think the doctors have their heads up their asses anyway.

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>>447963
you're the one who landed yourself in a fucking halfway house and ended up getting a nazi swastika in fucking mexico

you prolly have 3 different types of AIDS

i have no issues with you, but keep your demons to yourself
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!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447970

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>>447969
You don't listen to anyone. At least I'm not making bullshit excuses for myself and my behaviour.


All you ever give in response to legitimate criticism is "I can't help it, I have an illness" or "I can't help it, I'm autistic"

All you do is make excuses. Youre more then rude when it comes to blatantly shrugging off people's help and advice. You're a downright fuckin sociopath and you don't even see it.

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>>447970
>You're a downright fuckin sociopath and you don't even see it.
then you have no idea what that word means
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>>447969
I'm trying to legitimatly help you, but you won't listen. You respond with excuses and excuse and bullshit to legetamise not listening to anyone like that makes it okey.

You hurt people by doing this. You don't even see it when others are in pain for your well-being.

You know I've cried over you? It hurts that you never even cared and just shrugged off all my advice and care with more excuses and treated my love like it was flammable trash.

>>447974
Someone that has no concious care or concern for others. The very fact that you've constantly discussed people from being close to you and treated people like they expendable just shows a lack of care or genuine empathy for anyone.

I've felt for a long time like you don't care about anyone. You just like the idea of having people around.


I don't mean to diagnose you. That's not where I'm supposed to be right now. I'm sorry. Maybe you're not a sociopath.

But you do disregard every piece of advice people that love and care about you give you.

How do you respond? By saying I have aids?

Sweetie, I'm trying to make you see something that you're too damn thick headed to see.

Stop pushing people away. Stop making excuses for yourself. Stop shrugging everything off. Stop disregarding love. And stop treating people like there just their to say nice things when you're down.

Constantly, I've felt abused for the love I've given you. And your constant excuse making just reenforces that it's not worth my time.

I'd bet 10/1 you didn't even read this whole Textwall. And if you did, thankyou. Please let something sink in. I actualy care about you.

Believe it or not, I'm being mean because I love you and want to tell you the truth, not fill you up with bullshit and lie to make you feel better .

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>>447981
im not trying to push anyone

and you should know you're my friend

i shouldnt even have to say this

im not making excuses

these are legit issues i deal with

regardless if you believe it or not

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>>447981
>I've felt for a long time like you don't care about anyone. You just like the idea of having people around.
This is everyone here tho. Every internet acquaintance is a keyboard-enabled boltzmann brain who if they fucked off the face of the earth tomorrow would leave the rest lacking nothing but one less keyboard to talk to. This whole thing is a skinner box.

If people know this but still put so much stock in interactions with others here anyway, isn't all social interaction performative? I'd argue it is.
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!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447986

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>>447982
I dono. I hear voices. But I downplay it as best I can. I don't let it stop me.

Whatever you 'mental illness's is, I just feel you're using it as an excuse to not have to listen to anyone and a scapegote for your faults which you constantly fail to own up to.

Sure, you self degrade and call yourself worthless and a piece of shit, but do you ever take the honest look at yourself to logically process what your faults are without blanket self depreciation? Or listen when others have input to help?

I haven't seen that in you at all.

>>447984
I disagree, only because I feel so strongly about ponychan that the years have put me through making this my safe home. I'm rather protective of the site and have seen genuine friendships with realness here in the past

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>>447986
im TRYING to listen to others

you dont seem to understand

i have reading comprehensions and i dont have a very long intention span

these arent things i am making up

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>>447986
No, that's just it! Even in irl interactions, odds are that most of the time, the emotional investment in any given interaction isn't equally reciprocated, meaning the less-invested person is "performing" something at the time. All bonds are performative! Who's to say what's a real emotion and what isn't? Who can peer into the heart of another?!? How can mirrors be real if our eyes aren't real?!?!1? There is nothing to take seriously!


I'll try anything once!!!1!
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!BunnyHynm. (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447995

>>447969
Lmao

I am chuckle xD

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>>447990
The thing is this, Mikie. We are already aware of this. You've told us it a hundred times.

What people want to know is what you're actually going to do to change.

The only acknowledgement you've given so far is "Yeah I have brain problems." and while we understand that and are being patient with you because of that, what people actually want to know is if you intend to actually make an attempt to fix the issues that have been presented to you, or are you just going to continue to do them and then just shrug and say "Brain problems." whenever you are called out on it?

Because if you are doing the former, the rest of us will be happy to help you with it, but if you're doing the latter it more or less just seems like you have no intentions of trying to fix anything and just expect everyone else to "deal with it." This is how it's coming across right now, which is why Kady is so upset.

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>>447993
You're projecting again.

!BunnyHynm. (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447998

Mikie should be more like me and be totally sane. I just have a different issue that causes me to act how I do , but its pretty silly.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  447999

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>>447990
You've spent too much time in your life having excuses made for you to validate any shortcoming.

I used to have that problem when my mother constantly defended my issues by saying "oh, she has dyslexia" or "oh, she's schizophrenic"

Then I got into the real world and seporaters myself from liberal pandering to every little issue and handicap and learned to not make excuses for myself.

But that's just me.

Someone once told me "I think you've gotten a pass way too often" and I finally get what they were saying. I did. And I took it for granted too.
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Jiggle!Dick2STbYY (ID: 675d76)Country code: bug.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  448000

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>>447997
Man I got legit dumped by an autistic girl I'd been dating for three years because she said I didn't perform enough social cues like smiling and saying hello to people in hallways and she stopped respecting me for it. You can not tell me I of all people that I'm the one who fronts too much, or wears my heart on my sleeve too little. When I emote, it is energy damn well spent.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448001

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>>448000
L-oh-fucking-L

She was trying to train you like a dog to be more emotive. Ha!

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>>448000
So basically you're trying to tell me that since an autistic girl dumped you, that solidified in your view that all personal connections with others are fake and just an attempt to perform an act for others just for personal attention?

That's the story you're going with, huh?

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>>447996
you dont fucking understand

i have mental issues that i am trying to deal with

its not something i can box up and put away

i cant help i am the way i am

>>447999
okay then

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448007

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>>448003
You're thick headedness isn't going to find validation from me, because I really care about you and don't want to feed you BS.

You're using a cop-out. A scapegote to allow yourself to not even address the finer points of what me and Toybox are saying. Just a blanket response of saying you're unable to deal with the issues. It's pathetic, it really is.

But I care about you, mikie, and want to see you do better. You need to stop holding on to the same old scapegoats and deal with your issues.

Jiggle!Dick2STbYY (ID: 675d76)Country code: bug.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  448008

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>>448002
It should prove to you that I'm the least emotionally dishonest person I know and that you can tell I really mean a feeling if I burn the glucose in my muscles to show it. I'm not someone who has tendencies for phoniness to project onto others.
Phobia of phoniness that I assume others have without proof, maybe, but iirc, projection connotes noticing a trait in others you exhibit yourself, and as you can see I don't have that trait.

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hi frens

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>>448003
>i cant help i am the way i am

You can. You just don't seem to be willing to try. That is what is pissing everyone off.

A lot of us have mental issues, Mikie. Including myself. The difference is that I try to recognize when my mental issues are causing problems and when the problems are coming from something I'm doing. You don't seem to bother doing that. You just keep going with it until everyone is mad at you and then either the next day or a few hours later you make one of these threads calling yourself a bunch of names in hopes of garnering pity and have everyone forgive you.

It's just that you keep doing it. To the point in which people are becoming so jaded that that they have a hard time feeling any pity for you any more.

Trust me, I still care for you as a person and as a friend which is why I'm telling you all this. I WANT to see you happy, Mikie but the only way you're going to be happy is if you actually attempt to break this cycle. Not just shrug and say "There's nothing I can do."

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: 4e99eb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448016

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>>448013
Honestly, I couldn't have said it better myself. You hit the nail on the head


I care about Mikie too much to feed him BS or senseless pity anymore. And he doesn't even see it when he's fishing for sympathy that he's just going to objectify anyway and disregard the subjective comment of the actual helpful insight that's being laid out for him

And I'm sick and tired of him playing the victim stance and putting his victimised self on a pedestal for everyone's pity with his "woe is me" and "why are they being so mean!?" crap.


It's tiering. I'm emotionally exhausted because I've invested so much time care and energy into him and I still care but for fuck sake, give us a break!

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>>448008
Except you do and you don't even notice it. You constantly try to make excuses as to why you shouldn't spend the time to get to know people. Your excuses usually stem from this fabricated idea you have in your head that everyone is secretly just a manipulative jerk out to emotionally drain you for their own gain, and because of that you "defend yourself" by not reciprocating any real connection to people because you think such a thing isn't real.

That is projecting.

!BunnyHynm. (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448018

Man everyone sure is letting it all out in this thread.

Ok ill join in.

I killed a girl once a long time ago in a hit and run accident and hid the body by tying it down with rocks and dumping it in a nearby river, her face lives with me every day for the last 23 years and i

I was raped by a clown when i was 15, his name was Mr Bigwig , everyday i wake up with the visage of his smiling face and puffy hair looking at me and it makes me do bad things on the interne...

I am an immature twat. Ah got there in the end.

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>>448007
>>448013
i dont what to do

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: ed1371)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448023

>>448021
What? We just told you! Multiple time!!!!


FOR FUCK SAKE

IM ABOUT TO THROW MY PHONE FUUUUUCK
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Smiles (ID: c9e399)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  448024

>>448023
“I don’t know what to do”

Edit: seems like you caught it lol.
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Toiletchan (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448027

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Don't worry bro, I feel you. They're just a buncha normies that won't allow a guy to be sad just because that's how he is right now.
We know you'll progress and become better. We care for you. But I think they're just upset because they're trying and don't understand sometimes this is just how it is.

I've learned to accept it. Yeah, you think you can't change but you will. It takes time. I think the negativity on both ends isn't helping though. Just feel bad, man. It's okay.

Jiggle!Dick2STbYY (ID: 675d76)Country code: bug.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  448028

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>>448017
Oversharing is a legitimate cybersecurity concern, actually. Ever heard of data aggregation? Organizations can fabricate little bits of data you shed about yourself online, then use it to extrapolate things about you you never would've realized could be inferred from those tiny bits of data. They wouldn't do it if it weren't profitable. How'd'you think places like kiwifarms and Encyclopedia Dramatica get their hands on such huge textwalls of incriminating life-details of people on their shitlists? How do you think they caught Kero? That's how. This stuff is covered in security classes. It's a thing.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: ed1371)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448030

>>448024
We fucking told him multiple times and in paragraphs what he should do.

Jesus fucking christ.

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>>448021
We've already explained to you what to do.

Toiletchan (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448034

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>>448030
Just stop then. Be there with him, not for him. Don't tell him what to do. He doesn't know and he won't know. Even if you tell him.

Everyone needs to stop and vibe to this
.:Nightcore:. Literally My Life

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>>448023
Tuck my dick in between my legs and cluck
You motherfuckin' chickens ain't brave enough to say the stuff I say, so just tape it shut
Shit, half the shit I say, I just make it up
To make you mad, so kiss my white naked ass

Smiles (ID: c9e399)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  448038

>>448030
Oh I know. I’m sure I shared with him my views plenty of times too.
But hey, he doesn’t want to listen.

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>>448034
For once I agree with toilet. Everyone comes around in their own time. The hardest and truest part of love is enduring the pain it takes to stay by their side.

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>>448028
Your paranoia of everything that exists is staggering.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: ed1371)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448042

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Nobody is this dense.

Nobody is this fucking thickheaded

I'm convinced mikie is a piece of shit troll that fishes for pitty and sympathy to feed his sociopathic desire to feel validated.

Think I've King from adventure time for psychological profile for reference to the sociopathic desire to feel validated without any actual concious regard for the emotions and feelings of others.

Fuck this. Fuck all this to hell. Nobody. And I mean fucking nobody. Is this goddamn dense and disregarding of others.
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Anonymous (ID: a3735c)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448043

>>448021
Hey, I just got here.

Listen. You've been through hell, both here and in your private life. You've been consistently honest and reasonable above and beyond what a lot of admins go through.

You're not terrible. You set a tone for Ponychan that make it a great place. I've never felt like you've been anything but caring about everyone here.

You've got to see that. Take a break and shut this browser window. Go do anything you can other than be here to really reflect on what you've done and everyone who really cares about you.

We'll be here.

Toiletchan (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448047

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>>448039
I can't handle the fucking resolution of this.
I swear china could weaponize this song

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>>448047
I know it's fucking hypnotic.

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: 724ecc)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448050

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>>448042
you're wrong

>>448043
i appreciate that

im just over the bullshit

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: ed1371)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448053

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>>448037
Yeah, make a big fucking joke out of pushing all your friends away from you. But they'll always be more people to fish for sympathy from on the internet? I mean, ponychan is always a great place for you to be an emotional succubus.

Good luck being all alone.

Fucking sociopath.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: ed1371)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448055

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>>448052
I'm wrong?

Explain why. Give a REAL explanation why I'm wrong.

Fren!I.umFren4U (ID: d0459f)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  448056

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>>447459
Mikie, my fren. Quixotic#8198 on Discord
If you ever need to vent. Or if you just want to talk about inane bullshit to distract yourself from life's problems for a moment. No pressure.

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>>448051
hi dragoni

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Toiletchan (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448060

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>>448053
>>448055
You're wrong because you're being socially destructive as well. Especially to someone you know might have some emotional issues right now. Instead of understanding that they may be making their problems worse by how they're acting, you're doing that job yourself by stating the things you're stating.

You can always stop, take a breather. Just like how he should too.
It's going to be okay, friend. For the both of you.

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>>448041
I will never forgive them for what they did to chris-chan. I will never forgive them for what they did to DSP. I will never forgive them for all my kindred spirits they killed. I will never forgive them for turning the dreamspace of the web into a carnival of witch-holocausts.
The blood of my brothers cries out for revenge.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: ed1371)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448064

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I blocked you on discord.

I've waisted so much love care and energy into you that's it's all just gone in the trash. You abuse the people that care about you and don't even see it!!!

I can't deal with this anymore. I can't waist my time and my love (which is more precious then you've treated it) on someone that's just going to keep spitting in the face of everyone that care about them.

Bye, mikie.

(ID: 9f696e)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448067

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peace

you treated me like shit

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>>448062
......why you would want to associate yourself with two complete assholes makes no sense to me. No one did anything to either of those people. They did it to themselves.

!BunnyHynm. (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448073

>>448050
Tracers here were saved!

!BunnyHynm. (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448076

>>448067
How come when im mean to you , you dont turn on me lol? I must just be great at Pipeschology.

Jiggle!Dick2STbYY (ID: 675d76)Country code: bug.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  448077

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>>448071
Dude, psychologically speaking, they were the equivalent of children who had no way of knowing anything they were doing was wrong. Where do we draw a hard line between that, and all the stupid mistakes any of us have made? Do they just deserve to suffer just because they had a couple defects? But don't a lot of us have defects as well? Should we suffer the same fates they did over something we had no control over?

How can you speak of "compassion" if you can't extend that compassion to the scummiest creatures that lurk beneath the earth, if you don't begin with these creatures? Don't even the truly evil people love those who love them? How much better are you if your love begins with the lovable and not the unlovable? That's love when it's easy. What of love when it's hard, huh?

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>>448076
because i known you for years

kady is sperging out on for no reason

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: ed1371)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448084

>>448067
I gave you real advice and you spat in my face about it over and over. Constantly abusing my love.

I can't waist my time. You didn't listen to a single word anyone says to help. You just want the pity and sympathy.

I treated you like shit? I feel abused for waisting tears, energy, even loosing sleep over caring about you

!BunnyHynm. (ID: b6dbb6)Country code: gb, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448087

>>448077
See now this is a hard one. I actually AGREE with what you are saying here oddly, what people did to them , or Chris Chan anyway as i dunno who the other one is, was basicly akin to bullying a child and its wrong and pretty fucking horrible really, they didnt deserver that at all.

But on the other hand i laughed my ass off at Chris Chans antics back in the day on 4chan so i'd be a bit of a fucking hypocrite really. But on a moral level, yeah.

!KadyLuvzOQ (ID: ed1371)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448088

>>448082
>kady is sperging out on for no reason
You. Don't. Listen. To. A. Single. fucking word me and Toybox are trying to tell you!

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>>448084
>You just want the pity and sympathy.
no i fucking dont

i can live without it

>I feel abused for waisting tears, energy, even loosing sleep over caring about you

except for the fact poked me

>>448088
yes i do

toilet is tablet (ID: fc6cab)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448093

I wish you guys would just figure this out tomorrow and not hurt each other further.

I will take my own advice and let you two/three do as you must and instead understand that nobody can force change upon others.
But let me say this before I go to bed.
Even though you two are fighting now, saying very brash things. We are all still friends here. Your fighting shows emotion. It shows you really do care or really are hurting. I like you guys both a lot.
Don't let these emotions become permanent.

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this thread just keeps getting worse an worse.

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>>448082
You have known me for years but...

>meet Mikie

>Mikie be a Pinkie poster, obsessed to the point of emotional distress when people posted lewd pics of her.
>think Mikie is a bit of a fag, so start bullying him and going out of my way to be a cunt on Mlpchan and such
>to the point of being banned by Anonthony for a bit

Wasnt a good start.

But then i someow got your email adress and emailed you expecting abuse and to get some lulz screencaps and turns out you actually listened to reason and stopped sperging out over it so much and we became friends.

Aaand... now you get upset when people abuse cartoon waifus. I mean i should be annoyed again but im kind of numb to it now lol. It's weird, because normally people like you would cause me to rage but you no longer do, i cant help but like you. I prefred when we used to talk on Skype during your non-waifu mental issue days, but thats long gone, maybe its just nostalgia goggles.

Or probably because it doesnt affect me directly i dont know.
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>>448094
Better blame the OP

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>>448077
That's not how this works. You extend help to those who are willing to try and do better.

Chris-chan and DSP have never made an attempt to be better or do better. They just continue to do the same thing over and over again and just expect people to forgive them every time. At that point they are no longer interested in correcting their mistakes or even acknowledging them. They just expect perpetual pity for constantly doing bad things and get upset if anyone calls them out on it.

At that point, those people are no longer simply struggling with issues. They are just expecting everyone to cater to them because of their issues. They have become dependant on people simply allowing them to continue to be utter pieces of shit and then throw a tantrum if they don't get what they want. Those people are selfish, care nothing about others and deserve no pity.

DSP just expects people to adore him. He doesn't actually care about anyone but himself. He doesn't appreciate the people that helped him actually become somewhat famous. He just EXPECTS it for being who he is. He's self-centered and self-absorbed and doesn't deserve to have his ego fed.

Chris-Chan on the other hand is also completely selfish. His entire life has been dedicated to getting what he wants and if he doesn't get it he shifts the blame onto other people, pretending like they are purposely going out of their way to ruin his life, when the reality is that he's simply unwilling to accept that he is the problem.

If it is down to the case in which both of these people are so mentally damaged that they are not functional, the correct course of action would be to get them professional help, not play into their delusions and tell them that they didn't do anything wrong.

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>>448096
cant believe it has been that long

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>>448097
don't tell me what to do you beautiful precious sonovabitch.

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>>448104
Don't call me beautiful you green and purple motherfucker.

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>>448105
i'll call you whatever I want you sweet shining little diamond in the rough.

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>>448108
How dare you you olympian among men.

There's only one way to settle this.

Wrestling ring, Roman rules, no items.

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>>448099
Chris's trolls sent an underaged boy to trick him into thinking he was a woman interested in dating him in order to get a sting in place so they could blackmail him with it to do humiliating deeds. They knew he hated pickles so much that they paid a girl to take him on a fake date at the mall and then set up a man in a pickle suit to drive her away because they knew those were both serious vulnerabilities of his. They actively exploited his delusions with the express intent of pushing him over the edge and guaranteeing he'd never even begin on a path upward from his ruined state. They maliciously acted to make him worse.

Did you just not do any research on this man? They abused him. They saw a man with a defect, and rather than take pity on him and respectfully look away, their kin-selected instincts kicked in, they wished to dispose of an already botched human being, and in lieu of being legally allowed to cull him off like they would've wanted, they slowly broke his mind instead. On purpose.

This is exactly the kind of shit that makes me say humans are irredeemably murderous and nature is wrought in strife. If you can't empathize with the broken rotter, you're not really empathetic at all, you're a fair-weather empathete.
Useless.

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>>448113
>defending Chris-chan
Is this really the hill anyone should die on?

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>>448117
Especially for chris chan.

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>>448117
it just keeps getting worse.

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>>448119
May God have mercy on your damned soul.

>>448120

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>>448113
It should have never gotten to that point to begin with. No one should even know who Chris-Chan is. The fact that he purposely went out of his way to make himself into a mini-celebrity is the entire reason people fuck with him.

If you have mental issues that you can't control, the last thing anyone should do is let that person put themselves on a public platform.

There are a lot of people who don't have empathy and will take advantage of anyone for their own personal amusement and I'm not trying to justify this. What they did was wrong. But it was allowed to happen by no one stepping in and trying Chris he needs to stop publicising himself. They just continued to let him do it and it is a predictable result. It doesn't matter who you are, when you become famous you're going to get people that support you and people that hate you. That's just the nature of fame. Chris is not mentally capable of handling fame, so the fact that he stepped into being famous on his own is partially his own fault. I also blame his parents for not shutting this down before it became a problem. He should have been put into a place for people with special needs, not allowed to stay home and continue to destroy himself.

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>>448123
Bitch, I'm gonna earn my damnation!

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i think i am going to request this thread to be deleted

on the basis of it just causes issues

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>>448130
Are you at least going to take anything that was said here to heart or are you just going to chalk this whole thing up to being a big mistake because it didn't go the way you wanted?

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>>448130
And yet you learned nothing.

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>>448130
Leave it up and keep rereading it until some of it sticks.

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>>448133
i never said it didnt

i actually listen to you guys

>>448135
yes i did

>>448136
cant delete it eve if i wanted to

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>>448128
I'm glad we can agree on something.

But I tend think we're all chris chan, and we all get plastered on the CWCiki every day. He is my kindred spirit all the same. In him, I see what I could've been.

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>>448138
Toybox would probably delete it for you if you asked.
That’s why I said that.

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>>448141
its fine

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>>448140
>But I tend think we're all chris chan
That is where you're wrong. Not everyone is as self-absorbed or lacking that much self-awareness.

Chris-Chan is legitimately mentally handicapped. That's not normal and most people are in fact not like that at all.

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>>448147
There we go again tho, we're back to the problem of where the line is drawn.

What sets chris chan in stone as the benchmark for how bad it can get? What determines chris-chan levels of mentally handicapped as the event horizon? What makes his self-absorption and self-unawareness levels unique? That we happened to live in this timeline, where he just happened, and not another pitiful display of a person?
Or is it all a gradient? Why not set a step above chris chan as the absolute low mark, or even a step below him? When we get to shifting that goalpost, what difference does it make between chris and a saint, or chris and a bank robber? This spectrum is all fluid.

The seed of any character flaw in any of us could blossom into a repeat chris chan, given sufficient nourishment. To love chris chan is to love the human race; to hate him is to hate the human race.

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>>448156
It's the fact that normal people do not act the way he does. Plain and simple.

The reason WHY he gets so much shit thrown at him is BECAUSE the way he acts is not normal. If everyone were like Chris then no one would consider him to he weird because everyone would be the same as him.

The fact is that most people have a general sense of self-awareness. Some are more self-aware than others, sure but very few people lack it completely, and Chris-Chan does.

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>>448160
So? Who cares what is normal?

Normal just prevails by force. To endorse "the normal" is to endorse what is strong enough to rule over us.

If we see through it all, we no longer have to give a damn.

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>>448164
Normality is important for people's mental health. The human brain craves stability. Without it would be stressed out all the time. People need to go into situations with a general idea of what to expect. This is what we call 'normal'. For example, you are not worried about starving to death because you know where a store is, you know when they are open, when they are closed, you know what they carry and you know they will accept your money in exchange for food. This takes some burden off of you because it's something you don't have to worry about.

There are thousands of things like this people rely on to function every day, because of nothing were predictable, it would literally drive a person insane.

This is why people who break from expectation get a lot of flak. They create stress on others because they act in a way that is unpredictable. That's not to say you should never do something against the grain. There is a level of unpredictability that humans can handle without it causing much issue. However if someone is SO far off from what is considered normal to the point where what they are doing is causing persistent and noticable problems to others they interact with, they become a hazard. Not only to themselves but to others.

Chris-chan's brain is wired so differently than what is considered normal that he has gone into this territory of being hazardous.

I'm not against the idea of allowing people to be different and express themselves, however as a species we have to co-exist and part of that co-existence is knowing when you are reaching that level where your actions are becoming toxic to the whole. People like Chris do not have this innate ability to know when they are becoming toxic and thereby run the risk of contaminating and eroding things he comes into contact with.

In a way it's much like a cancerous cell. Most cells are able to tell when their growth cycle needs to stop in order to maintain a balance within a body. Cancerous cells lack this ability and just keep growing indefinitely, unaware of the damage they are causing to the system, which eventually will lead to a full system collapse.

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>>448177
>There are thousands of things like this people rely on to function every day, because of nothing were predictable, it would literally drive a person insane.

Yeah, but where's the center of gravity? Whose values matter?

Some people would argue that Chris was such a disgusting abomination that he deserved to be tormented just for existing, even had he never embarked on his bizarre cringey love quest at the game store with the lesbians he played cards with. Had Chris objected to this on the grounds that this were "too cruel", and that he had "no choice in being born the way he was," they'd respond him by telling him he was too weak, and that he needed to suck it up and deal with it.

On the other hand, some people could respond with honest disdain and confusion to his bizarre comportment, claiming that they didn't deserve his presence because his very diseased being "drove them insane." To this objection, Chris could've likewise told them that they were too weak for being so deeply disturbed by his presence, and that they needed to suck it up and deal with it.

Whose conclusions matter more here, and more importantly, why? Values can be dependent on truth-statements in some cases, but less so on logic. Values can be orthogonal to logic. That is, there can exist values such that even if both parties agree on all of the logic based upon the same true data, their values are still irreconcilable due to reasons outside of the logic itself, reasons dependent on the actors' respective positions. Such values are irreconcilable with one another; no logic can possibly dissuade either such side.

If you try to apply Consequentialist logic here, then you're going to end up with a stance based not upon the rightness of either Chris or society's values, but based upon data outside of either of the values; neither values in themselves are right or wrong. You will instead draw data divorced from the value of either actor, and you will inevitably end up with a stance that puts society in the right and Chris in the wrong, even though the values of either party in themselves are equally "correct."
From here, you will go down a train of logic that does justify everyone's cruelties against chris-chan, because human society is affected by biological laws that do not tolerate the kind of defect Chris suffers. If you are a consequentialist and you think clearly, you'll reach a point where you condemn chris not only for his unequivocally bad actions, but for even existing as what he was before he ever even did anything "wrong."

Nature is cruel. Humans are part of nature. Humans are cruel. This cruelty needs artificial means in order to be alleviated. If left to its own devices, the laws of nature will resume, and make people cruel again. This process has already begun.
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>>448188
No one actively decides what is normal. Normality is dictated by general consensus.

That is where your argument becomes flawed. You are looking for someone to blame. You yell about how come your "normal" is less important than their "normal" but that is not how any of this works.

There is no "your" and "there". There is no level of importance. Normality is like the settling of dust on the ground. It falls where is does based on the forces at play. Nobody directs it into one position or another.

There is a reasonable amount of dust you can kick up. Once you start kicking up too much, other people are going to start forcing you to stop because it's disruptive.

Like you said, nature is cruel. Is it fair to someone born with the inability to know how much dust they are kicking up to have to suffer for it? No. Not at all, however life isn't fair and if someone persists in being such a detriment to everyone around them to the point in which the collective whole begins to suffer, much like a cancerous cell that person may just need to be cut out.

It's not nice to hear, it's not nice to say, but it's the most practical solution. Luckily in the modern era we have special assisted living places for these such people so they have the ability to live semi-normal lives. That is where people like Chris-Chan need to be.

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>>448197
You will regret these things one day.

Mk17!!Trixie (ID: b25a5d)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  448201

Final destination

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>>448199
Explain?

The primary difference between you and me is that you constantly beg for people to accept your weirdness because you can't function without it. I'm weird in my own way but know how to keep myself in check when it's required for my own survival.

I don't rely on the pity or understanding of others.

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>>448201
is it finally here?

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>>448204
I can no less do as I am than you can do as you are.

What imposed itself upon you, without any say of your own in the matter, what called itself "good" to you, you likewise call good. "What persisted was good, therefore what was good, persisted" - this is the closed loop of reality, no less self-indulgent than the most flamboyant loop of solipsism.

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>>448212
I don't operate in terms of good and evil because both of these notions are completely subjective.

I operate in terms of what is and what is not, because these things are not subjective.

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>>448220
No, you don't operate in terms of evil. Just bad. If there were no "good" then you'd never act, because movement necessitates subjectivity. You've already expressed an idea of good by where you've placed your center of gravity. If you assumed no subjective locus then your own logic could be used equally to justify values all opposed to one another.

You act, therefore you value.

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>>448223
There is a difference between having a personal definition of good and bad and using that as a reference for operation.

There are things I consider good and bad, absolutely. However when it comes to making logical decisions those things are irrelevant. The only thing that matters is what is or what isn't. My personal opinion of what is good or bad has no relevance.

This is not a difficult concept.

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This whole debacle could've been avoided had I just said that I come from a culture where what you call "paranoia" is here simply called "caution." The whole point of the bombastic example I used was because from a completely introspective standpoint, no one can conclusively know they're not "as bad as chris-chan" except as told by outside voices. No matter who you are, you cannot divorce from yourself and you cannot be impartial enough to tell, objectively, how good or bad you are.

I'm not going to further share the reasons for why I'm afraid of oversharing. Smart people already know from that hint alone. If I shared more about myself, you'd chastise me for being too stupid to live. But I showed restraint, so you chastise me for being too cold. Like what's one to do at that point? There's no options left.

The only reason anyone's ever said "just be yourself" is to gain more ammo to judge you. No, I'm not playing that sucker game on your arena, because I already know what you're going to think, based on how you've treated people similar to me. I'm keeping my ass safe, and you're gonna have to leave the details to your imagination.

When you hunt those sadists who hurt chris-chan like bison and you kill them and show me their pelts, maybe I'll open up a bit.

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>>448244
First of all, your judgment of me is way off.

Secondly, Chris-Chan will never get sympathy from me. He has remorselessly hurt too many people. At best he can be quarantined.

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>>448251
Probably not you, no. But there are others. Maybe a dozen lurking right now, invisible, two and fro they drift, nothing stopping them. Even one a-log in the shadows is enough to leave one crippled. No place is safe.

Maybe I'll make some art for his cult. Best thing one can do for a turd is embalm a pearl from it.

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Also Tracer Bullet threatened to dox one of steam twist's relatives' home addresses, case in point.

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>>448254
No one on this site is important enough for anyone to waste that kind of time on.

Compared to the other freaks on the internet, we have very low entertainment value. Even you.

Literally the only meaningful entertainment anyone could get from you is exploiting your paranoia, but the things you are afraid of are so mundane that it wouldn't honestly be worth the effort to come after you.

If anything, you overestimate how "weird" you actually are. The only thing that is weird about you is how obsessed with being weird you tend to be. Other than that you're actually pretty normal.
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>>448258
Ah, so you were the anon that day.

Also, nah. Never did


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