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Autism -Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid:   359156[Last 50 Posts]

I am a sad boi

Who likes to talk

Come and talk

Or not, I don't care

Tracer Bullet (ID: 8e6a21)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359158

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Ok

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359162

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>>359158
Hello Tracer

Tracer Bullet (ID: 8e6a21)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359163

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>>359162
Sup Z.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359164

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>>359163
Still getting railroaded by work?

Tracer Bullet (ID: 8e6a21)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359165

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>>359164
4th week in a row on call coming up.

Looking forward to LA though. Me and Nez are just doing a one day pass for AX and are just going to eat everywhere else for a few days.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359166

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>>359165
Hey, nice... about the LA thing, not the... being called in to work 4 weeks in a row... thing.

(ID: b64c14)Country code: amsterdam.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359168

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>>359165
When is AX again?

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359170

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>>359168
July 2-5th

Tracer Bullet (ID: 8e6a21)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359174

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>>359166
Indeed.

>>359168
July 2-5th

We're going to be there from the 3rd to the 6th.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359175

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Sweet!
Next one's on me~

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359176

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>>359175
Hey, don't worry about it.
Gives me a reason to post some of these other Beastar images I find.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359178

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>>359176
Speaking of, have you read beast complex? It's more work from the same author.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359179

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>>359178
Nah, I haven't.
From what I've heard though, it's supposed to be pretty good.

Edit: BTW, this is the full comic
(spoilers for those who care)
This post was edited by its author on .

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359180

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>>359179
Got a link of it if you want it.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359181

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>>359180
Yeah sure, drop it

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359182

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-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359188

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>>359182
Huh, I assume these take place at the same time in the same world as Beastars, right?

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359190

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>>359188
Yea! There's a few Legosi cameos too.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359195

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Out of the 5 chapters I've read...

>Ch.1

Meh...
>Ch.2
Preachy...
>Ch.3
Interesting...
>Ch.4
A bit more intriguing...
>Ch.5
Love it, best one.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359198

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>>359195
I agree that the 5th is the best one.
Tho I adored all of them, I'm easy to please tho.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359202

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>>359198
Oh hey, Ch.7 has the hidden condo in it.
And explains the black bear a bit more too.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359204

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>>359202
Yea! Kind of glad they touched up on him.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359206

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>>359204
Might seem weird, but it'd be nice to see the next chapter being about the seafolk and their world... since we've only gotten a taste through Beastars.

Also nice to see more reptiles as well.
>Crocodiles, chameleons, and snakes

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359207

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>>359206
Yea, so far the only semi important snake has been Rokume, kind of wish she showed up more but oh well.
I loved the chameleon tho.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359209

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>>359207
Yeah, I think as much as I liked Ch.5 overall, I think Ch.6 had a better character representation...

I could relate with the red fox of all thing...

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359210

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>>359209
I hope we see more of those characters, but I kind of don't expect it.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359213

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>>359210
Nah, they're purpose is to be one-offs for the basis on the world they live in and the complex emotions and rational that goes through their minds as they do what they do.
And at this point, as a way to expand on side characters in Beastars to flesh them out without having to commit a whole chapter to their backstories...

(ID: 9308a7)Country code: lunachan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359217

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I have transcended sadness and discovered numbness

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359220

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>>359217
Worry not, for the numbness is only the first level of extreme sadness.
It can get much... much worse.

(ID: 5a3fb3)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359221

Working on improving myself

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359222

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>>359221
Hey, good for you man

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359228

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It got fresh again tonight, I'm happy.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359230

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>>359228
fresh...?

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359238

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>>359230
As in not warm.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359239

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>>359238
I've never heard of the phrase "fresh" to mean cold...

Personally, I've used the term brisk or chill...

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359240

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>>359239
I never heard frisk before...

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359241

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>>359240
Must be some kind of regional dialect thing.

*sigh* I'm bored...

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359242

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>>359241
More like it being my foreign language.
Play something?

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359243

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>>359242
... right... i forget about that...

like what?

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359259

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>>359243
What games you got?

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359260

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>>359259
>530 games on Steam
>Not counting BattleNet, GoG, EpicGameStore, etc...

Uhh... I have collected... a lot...

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359263

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>>359260
Do you have baba is you?

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359265

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>>359263
I... don't...?

Huh... would have thought that would be in my collection...

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359270

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>>359265
It's really fun, would recommend it.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359272

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>>359270
I'll have to check it out tomorrow then sometime...

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359339

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Waking up wasn't as horrible today...

-Z- (mobile) (ID: 4761bb)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359342

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>>359339
Waking up in general sucks...

Funny to think this thread ends up being just the two of us talking for the most part... even though other people are more then welcome to speak.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359343

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>>359342
Everyone else is too busy copying and pasting the same political opinions over and over.

-Z- (mobile) (ID: bd5ed4)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359345

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>>359343
Yeah... but politics is always something to talk about...

Can't talk about furry anime forever... or pastel horse cartoons...

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359355

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>>359260
>Only 530

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359357

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>>359355
Well pardon me for not apparently having more.

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359359

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>>359357
You're pardoned.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359361

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>>359359
Cool, now I can do whatever I want without consequence.

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359362

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>>359361
Have fun

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359364

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>>359362
I'm gonna go get me a whole bunch of credit cards, max them out with cash advances, pay off all my debt, and then declare bankruptcy.

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359366

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>>359364
>Not paying off credit card debt with credit card

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359369

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>>359366
Then you just keep running into interest over and over again.

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-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359372

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>>359372
Indeed.

Ikaphone (ID: 37548c)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359380

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>>359345
4chan's /vg/ would beg to differ.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359381

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>>359373
Well... don't I look the fool...
>>359380
... twice...

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359382

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>>359381
Never.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359391

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>>359382
I've played the part of the fool for a long, long time... I feel at this point it's the only role I know to play.

That, and it's easier to know nothing, then to think you know something.

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359392

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>>359391
Better to know something than to claim to know everything.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359393

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>>359392
They say that intelligent people are usually unhappy.

If that's true, then I must be a fucking genius.

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359394

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>>359393
Congrats.

Ikaphone (ID: 37548c)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359395

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>>359381
Honestly you are better off not knowing about /vg/, it's a really sad place.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359400

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>>359394
I'd personally rather be a happy idiot then a miserable genius.

But then again, I'm just some sad moron.
>>359395
Oh, I know about /vg/... but I don't go anymore since it's all just circlejerking and hive-mind mentality...
plus, i like forming my own opinion on things... and not having a cluster of voices telling me my opinion is shit.

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359401

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>>359400
If you say so.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359402

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>>359401
talkative as ever...

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>>359402
Your use of ellipses as emphasis is noted.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359405

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>>359404
Call it a typing quirk... because at this point, it is...

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359408

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>>359405
Curious quirk.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359409

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>>359408
Helps bring home my sad, ya know...?

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>>359409
Not really, I don't attempt to express my emotions.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359412

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>>359411
Well... the only emotion I've seen from your typing is annoyance/anger at your job continuously calling you in...

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359413

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>>359412
As to be expected.

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>>359413
Well yeah... I was annoyed as well when I would get called in to work a 4 day shift before my normal 2 1/2 day shift over the weekend.

So I know that feeling. Shit sucks.

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359417

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>>359415
It does, yes.

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359426

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... I might have just fucked up...

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>>359432
I did that thing where I get rather... pompous and uppity when talking about something...

*sigh* if you need me... I'll just be keeping myself in here... away from other people... and topics... and people...

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359437

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Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359442

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>>359400
Not to mention how worriesome it is that their thread count on the weird cripple fetish dating sim game is in like the thousands.

>>359434
How do you mean?

Anonymous (ID: 2230a1)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359443

>>359437
I am going to fucking die, ahahaha

-Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359445

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>>359442
*sigh* politics... any time I mention anything in that world of politics, it's like getting your head bit off...

so i'm just going to sit in here, and keep myself from it... that way i can just be ignorant to the world burning around me and having people argue about how it started burning instead of putting out the fire... so to speak...

Urda (ID: 58b411)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359446

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>>359156
Why are you sad Boy?

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>>359446
Life... both past and present.

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>>359447
Absolutely no offense

Are you some kind of furry?

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>>359451
No offense taken

And no, absolutely not.

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>>359452
Ah I was just wondering about you and Ika’s Profiles.

My apologies.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359462

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>>359445
Yea people tend to be violently opinionated about that stuff, don't feel bad about it tho.

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>>359453
It's not really a profile so much as an... avatar... huh... guess you could call it a profile.
>>359462
Sorry... I just tend to recoil back to "must be something I did" when people get upset and/or heated about something.

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>>359497
No, avatar is accurate.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359506

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>>359497
Try a bit less of that and a bit more of "Uh, maybe they are actually retarded".

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>>359499
But profile isn't wrong when you think about it.
>>359506
Gonna sound sappy... but I don't think I can just think about someone like that...
I mean, I know there are going to be people who I dislike... or have different opinions with... but I don't think it's cause they're retarded... or stupid... or whatever.
They've just got a different mindset then I do... and that's okay... for the most part.

There are people who are just fucked from the start... no excuse for them really.

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359534

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>>359532
Not really.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359538

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>>359532
The fact that you have kept a mindset like that after posting here for so long is a bit admirable.
But also you shouldn't blame it on yourself every time some moron gets angry at your opinion, it's their fault for being stupid cunts.

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>>359534
Doesn't matter anyway.
I suppose I should just accept being called a furry.
Even though I'm not...
>>359538
I don't have that mindset because of here, I have it because of how I grew up and what I lived in as a kid.
If something bad happened, it was because of me... or something I did.
I wouldn't hate a person because we disagreed about something or because he was angry with me...
I'd look in myself and try and figure out what I did wrong... and if I did nothing wrong that I could see or figure out, then I'd just assume they may be either mistaken or have a different viewpoint then I...

Tracer Bullet (ID: d0e45b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359552

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>>359550
If you want.

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>>359552
But I don't want to...

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>>359550
Might be worth trying to also see what the other person might have done wrong too.

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>>359570
But other people can't do wrong... not intentionally...

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359583

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>>359572
But they can, if that were true this site wouldn't be in this sorry state.

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>>359583
Like I said... intentionally...
people make mistakes... some more then others...
other people don't do wrong on purpose...

*sigh* and apparently i've either upset or annoyed toy again... so again, i've done something wrong...

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>>359583
If it's anywhere near a sorry state, it's not because three people are terrible, it's because a hundred people were too self-righteous to take a few hiccups and they ran away.
We're at the point where any new traffic other than a bot is a positive compared to what we're in.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359589

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>>359587
I'm sure it was on purpose, they culled whoever they didn't like after all.
What did you do to upset her?

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>>359589
People drift away naturally... same could be said about the people who used to use this site...

dunno... but toy responds to anyone but me it seems... so i've apparently done something...

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359603

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>>359597
I wouldn't consider that her being upset at you...
She kind of gets very involved in some topics.

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Same. At the risk of sounding emo, I sometimes wonder if I've ever been truly happy. I worry that if I did ever achieve happiness, contentment, and self love, it would feel foreign and unreal and I wouldn't be able to accept it

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>>359604
ignore that

>>359609
*sigh* i think about that a lot... what is real happiness.
am I working towards it, or am i sabotaging myself from it? would i know what it feels like if i ever really had it? is anyone really happy or do they just say they're happy as to not seem unhappy? what if the reason so many people say they're happy is because they believe that if they tell themselves they're happy that sooner or later they too will believe themselves...

i don't know... and really, i don't think i'll ever know.

only thing i do know... is that happiness, if it exists, starts with yourself... it starts with better understanding what your strengths and weaknesses are... it starts by not blaming yourself for everything that happens... it starts by treating yourself as if you deserve happiness, that it's not something unattainable...

it starts... with learning to forgive yourself for yourself... to help move on and become something more then who you are now...

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>>359622
I guess people just try to balance out the bad with the good and hope that the good side ends up weighing more.
Of course like you point out, varying amounts of it is in our own heads, with or without external stimuli, which can make it difficult to see the good or look past the bad, so it's even more of an uphill battle.
Maybe it's also a little like the movie Inside Out, with the Sadness emotion tinting formerly happy memories (but less anthropomorphic, of course)

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>>359626
there will always be bad... but, that doesn't mean there will never be good... this much i have come to understand...

people can see nostalgia as either good or bad, depends on how you see it... but from how i understand it, it's all in the past. nothing you do now can change that, but you can work to better yourself and change your future.

of course, all of this coming from me means about the same as a drug addict telling you to not do drugs...

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>>359604
>>359622
I read it, was just a bit distracted.

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Just gonna pop this here.

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One thing that does cross my mind every once in a while when I get very depressed is... well...

If i died, would anyone cry for me...?

It's a fucked up thought in its own right, but... it is something I've thought about more then once. And I don't mean if people would be upset, because I'm sure there would be at least one... but to actually cry about it... to shed tears.

It's interesting, but during a funeral I've seen people be upset at someone's death... but rarely do I see someone cry about it. It goes to show they're thinking about how much they meant to them, and that what connection they had is now gone. It's ugly and beautiful at the same time, to know that the person who's passed on held such a presence in their lives that it affects them this much. Those few times I've seen it, I came to better understand who they were to them... what they meant to them... almost a better understanding of humanity. Even after my father passed, after everything that happened in our relationship as father and son... I cried when I found out. Not in happiness... not even in sadness... but in the feeling of regret. That I never was able to reconnect with him... and that now I never would. I cried... I cried hard that day... I let everything that had bottled up inside me of my feelings and emotions, the memories both good and bad, and let it all out in 15 minutes.

Afterwards... I felt nothing... not good, not bad... just an empty feeling. Everything that I had was gone and I'd never get it back... but it wouldn't weigh me down either. I could finally close that chapter in my life and move on to the next one... and I feel... like I never did that for her. That the reason I still can't seem to move on is because I didn't cry when she died... I was upset, but I didn't shed a tear... and I wonder... if it's too late to cry for her. I hope when I do pass on... however that happens... that people cry for me.

That way they can move on... and I can rest knowing they'll continue without me.


Sappy I know, but... what harm is there in writing what's on one's mind anyway.

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>>359630
Ahh... well, don't worry about it.
Was just stupid anyway.

How's your night going?

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359635

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>>359632
Played soem tales of symphonia with a friend, not playing killing floor 2 with him.
It wasn't stupid, nothing wrong with expressing your feelings.
What are you up to?

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>>359635
Just thinking for the most part... and making some dumb posts like this >>359631

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359638

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>>359636
I didn't think it was dumb, at least you can put your feelings into words.
I'm damn sure I can't do that.
Also, medicine?

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>>359638
It's dumb because why am I even saying it on an image board with people who can't help me or really don't give a shit.
It's a case of acting out for attention... like a spoiled child who's not getting enough attention so they start cutting and showing off their scars.

Really I should just keep that kind of shit to myself... and eventually even my stupid ass will learn to actually do it.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359678

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>>359649
It doesn't do any harm.

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>>359678
You think so now, but given time you'll be sick of me too.

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: 9810c7)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359685

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>>359684
Telling people this each time probably doesn't help much either.

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>>359685
Yeah yeah, I know... self fulfilling prophecy and all that...

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>>359685
Not even close to that so far.

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>>359689
Oops, was meant for
>>359684
This post was edited by its author on .

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>>359690
I figured

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>>359691
You are so smart and handsome...

Mythix (element of psychological warfare)!wG1CV58ydQ (ID: 640a08)Country code: efchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359695

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>>359692
Sounds pretty gay

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>>359688
As I said, give it time... you're still fresh to my bullshit and may think I have some redeeming qualities...

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>>359692
I've been told.
This post was edited by its author on .

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>>359696
Haven't I posted in this dump for over a year now?

Mk17(phone)!!Trixie (ID: 9ee659)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359718

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>>359716
You'd have to have, because im coming up on 2 years since I've been back and you've been here the whole time.

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Okay, so like... ignore my stupid ass and what I've been prattling on about for the past day and a half or so. Talked with my therapist today and helped clear my head with what was going on within it. Suffice to say, I'm an emotional dip-shit who's first reaction to anything is to make it about me and to be sad about it. Not saying this as a way of putting me down, but more in a sense of looking at myself and going "Huh, bein a real dip-shit there, ain't ya buddy" to myself. Just know I'm better in the head and looking at myself more clearly and seeing that being the sad piece of shit mopey fucklord ain't doing anyone any favors... and if anything, is making me look like some pathetic whimpy shitfuck.

So yeah, moving on...

>>359716
I've been posting (off and on) since 2012.
Though, I will say from 2013-2016 I was mainly MLPchan over this place.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359755

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>>359754
I started posting here back in 2011, poster non stop for a year or two I think. But I meant more posting here after knowing you.

And hey, glad to hear you found some more about yourself.

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>>359755
To be fair, the only people who actually come close to "knowing" me is Mk17, Tracer, Nezi, and Toy.

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>>359757
Oh yea I know, I wouldn't assume we are that close.

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>>359758
Who said anything about being close?
I'm talking about people who have actually seen my face... and not just from a picture.

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>>359759
Oh, I guess that also knows as getting to know someone?
I mean I haven't meet any of my friends face to face but I'd claim I know them.

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>>359760
I mean, I've pushed enough people away thanks to my autism not really autistic where you'd think I'd better understand not really having... whatcha call them... oh right, friends...

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>>359762
Nothing wrong with you having friends.

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>>359772
Nah, there isn't anything wrong with it.

I just have to get some...

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359774

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>>359773
What's for dinner?

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>>359774
It was hotdogs.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359781

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>>359776
Nice, I'm going to grill some on sunday.

Urda (ID: 8fbe20)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359782

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>>359781
Es una Otra Quincenera?

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>>359781
Be sure to use as many fixins as you can.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359785

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>>359783
Will do!

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>>359785
By the way, I checked out Baba is You.
And I gotta say... I really like the game

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359787

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>>359786
It's really good! And cute as fuck.
Gets though after some time tho.

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>>359787
Oh yeah, some of the levels are kinda thinkers... but I do like the fact that I can just figure it out given enough time.

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>>359789
Yea I have gotten stuck in so many levels, but after playing the same level some other day I just figure out immediately, it's funny how having a different mindset change one's problem solving process.

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>>359790
Oh yeah, if only life worked the same...

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>>359793
It kind of does, the situation doesn't change, only the way we perceive it.

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>>359795
Well I mean... I can perceive a bullet wound a hundred different ways... but it's still a bullet wound.

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>>359797
Yup, but depending on your mind set you can either take care of it yourself or go get it taken care of, as an example at least.

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>>359799
Well, I hate hospitals... and I don't quite trust people... and have some knowledge on basic and semi-professional medicine...

So yeah, I'd probably take care of that myself.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359801

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>>359800
I honestly don't know how to continue this current topic hahaha.

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>>359801
Well, I could talk about the time I blew my right knee out and by using what knowledge I had, get my leg set and got back to my car which was over 1/2 mile away to get back home.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359803

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>>359802
How did you blow up your knee?

-Z- (ID: 647a8e)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359805

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>>359803
Knee cap got stuck in the links of an old chain link fence, pulled completely out when I jerked it back.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359806

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>>359805
That's really fucking brutal...

-Z- (ID: 647a8e)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359807

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>>359806
My knee puffed up to the size of a softball and I couldn't bend it for 2 days.

And then on the morning of the third day, I swung my leg down off the bed and felt and heard a loud POP and I passed out for about 30 seconds or so... turns out, I never set my knee back.

Went to the hospital shortly after that, since I wasn't sure if I fixed my knee or completely fucked it.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359808

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>>359807
Holy shit that made me shudder hahaha

-Z- (ID: 647a8e)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359809

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>>359808
I... I can stop if it's freaking you out a bit.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359810

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>>359809
No go ahead, it's interesting.

-Z- (ID: 647a8e)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359811

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>>359810
Well that was the more recent incident that's happened to me which I cause to myself.

Other stories I have are aftereffects thanks to over consumption of alcohol.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359812

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>>359811
Oh so was that related to the judge and insurance thing you had to do recently?

-Z- (ID: 647a8e)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359813

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>>359812
No... that knee issue happened 3 years ago...

It was due to my incompetence, not cause of just my luck.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359817

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>>359813
Oooh ok.

-Z- (ID: 647a8e)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359818

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>>359817
Yeah so my right knee, gallbladder, right shoulder, neck, and head have been injured because of my actions.

My heart, left foot, left hand, lower back, and collarbone have been injured because of unfortunate circumstance.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359819

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>>359818
I can't even remember last time anything like that happened, maybe gastritis like a year ago?

☲ Prince Ember Storm!MSNowBALLk (ID: 1d459f)Country code: canadian-red-ensign.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359820

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>>359819
Well I mean... it's not a competition... cause who wants to win the award for "my body's more fucked up then yours"...?

>>359820
Hello Ember.

☲ Prince Ember Storm!MSNowBALLk (ID: 1d459f)Country code: canadian-red-ensign.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359822

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>>359821
Doing okay?

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359823

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>>359821
Overly competitive people maybe.
I have an itch to playing killing floor 2, wanna play?

-Z- (ID: 647a8e)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359825

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>>359822
Define "okay".
>>359823
Nah, I'm kinda FPS'd out for the night.
Playing the small amount of CoD MW reminded me I'm not very good at shooting people in real time.
Appreciate it though...

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359826

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>>359825
That's ok! If you wanna shoot zeds sometime I'm free most nights.

-Z- (ID: 647a8e)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359827

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>>359826
Okay, I'll keep that in mind.

☲ Prince Ember Storm!MSNowBALLk (ID: 1d459f)Country code: canadian-red-ensign.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359828

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>>359825
Are you currently fed, watered, in decent spirits, and having a relatively reasonable time?

-Z- (ID: 647a8e)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359829

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>>359828
>fed
Yes
>watered
Kinda... I should drink more water...
>decent spirits
HA! Next.
>relatively reasonable time
Ehh... I suppose since I'm not dead, hurting, bleeding internally or externally... sure.

So I guess I grade somewhere around a 6-7/10...?

☲ Prince Ember Storm!MSNowBALLk (ID: 1d459f)Country code: canadian-red-ensign.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359840

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>>359829
That's not terrible!

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>>359786
>>359787
beating Baba is the greatest accomplishment in my life

vynn (ID: bac432)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359893

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>>359889
I'm at the stage of the game where I boot up the game, fiddle with the six puzzles available to me, not figure anything out, and close the game haha. Occasionally I manage to miraculously solve one every once in a while.

🦊 (ID: 08a8ea)Country code: windows9x.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359894

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>>359893
later on you only have one puzzle to fiddle with and it's hella soul crushing

-Z- (mobile) (ID: 997e81)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359912

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>Texted a date, time, and location
>Told "Wanna meet up on Saturday"
>I don't recognize the number
>I ask who it is
>PhoneCall.exe
>"Oh, this is __________ from class"
>"We were in the same gym classes last semester"
>"Was wondering if you would like to go out this weekend"
>Uhh... sure, sounds fine
>"Great, I'll tell the others you'll be there"
>Waitwut
>How many others are we talking about here?
>"Oh, about 5 other girls. That's okay, right"
>Yeah, that's fine.
>"Great, see you then"

... what did I just agree to...?
... and do they think I'm gay...?

Dandy (ID: 6a6399)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359914

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>>359912

Or they want to mess with you.

Or a girl there likes you an is too shy to talk to you one on one.

Or they think you're gay.

Who cares? Just have fun, Baby.
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AustroSpike (ID: 822f3e)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359916

>>359912
Ah yes classical organ harvesting

Mk17(phone)!!Trixie (ID: f0f814)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359918

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>>359912
What kind of college has gym class?

-Z- (ID: 76ef72)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359919

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>>359914
I guess I'll have to go back to the lessons I've learned from Spongebob.
>>359916
I don't quite think I'm prime organ harvesting material...
>>359918
Community College maybe?
Required classes are some form of physical fitness knowledge class, sociology, and then basic core classes like math, science, history, etc...

Mk17(phone)!!Trixie (ID: f0f814)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359920

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>>359919
>Community College maybe?
Are you saying yours does, or that maybe some do?

-Z- (ID: 76ef72)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359922

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>>359920
I mean I know mine does, cause I had to do a collection of required classes last semester.

Mk17(phone)!!Trixie (ID: f0f814)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359924

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>>359922
Weird.
Glad i didnt/dont have to do that.

Anyway, i guess just add these people to the list of people who keep trying to include you in social activities.

-Z- (ID: 76ef72)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359926

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>>359924
... I have a concern though...

which is if it's from my class last semester... I've got 10 years on everyone in that class...

Mk17(phone)!!Trixie (ID: f0f814)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359927

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>>359926
You always have concern, so thats just a constant.
Like when your roomate and his friends asked to have a meal, share your hobby, and hang out for a while and you thought they were just "using" you, like some kind of kitchen slave.

Ether push through it, or dont, but stop saying that no one wants to hang out with you, because it seems like every other day you have people hitting you up to chill.
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-Z- (ID: 76ef72)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359930

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>>359927
... well my housemate has made it clear he doesn't like my cooking... but I won't have to worry about him come March at least...

Sorry... but I just keep getting distressful memories of my original college days and high school days where people would invite me out to something, and then I'd be made the fool one way or another...
... but yeah, I should go... worse comes to worse I'm made a fool and never speak to them again...

Mk17(phone)!!Trixie (ID: f0f814)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359932

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>>359930
Mmm. I mean, you said that about me when we hung out too.
So maybe you're not actually being made a fool of, and just convincing yourself thats the case?

-Z- (ID: 76ef72)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359933

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>>359932
... maybe... maybe it's all in my head and everyone loves me, no matter my faults...

I mean, it would be nice to believe that... but I don't...

(ID: 3a6f7b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359934

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>>359933
>... maybe... maybe it's all in my head and everyone loves me, no matter my faults...

Literally what everyone's been telling you for the last like 5 years.

-Z- (ID: 76ef72)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359935

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>>359934
>I mean, it would be nice to believe that... but I don't...

(ID: 3a6f7b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359936

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>>359935
Yes. But you should.

-Z- (ID: 76ef72)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359937

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>>359936
>I mean, it would be nice to believe that...
>BUT
>I
>DON'T

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>>359934
>>359936
Also, what the fuck is this!?

What the fuck are those images!?

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: 053ce6)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359939

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>>359938
For ants.

-Z- (ID: 76ef72)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359940

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>>359939
I provided a better source for images, and yet I see this casual garbage!?

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: 053ce6)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359941

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Mk17(phone)!!Trixie (ID: f0f814)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359942

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>>359933
>everyone loves me, no matter my faults...
I mean im sure there are various degrees, but in general yes.

Whether you believe it or not is irrelevant to the fact that your making up unwarrented negativity in your head and living as though its reality, even though its your imagination.
People believe there is a sky wizard watching and judging everything they do, dose not make it reality, even if they live their lives as if it were.

-Z- (ID: 76ef72)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359943

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>>359942
I will admit, I do go towards things going horribly wrong or being terrible more often then not... but I blame it on it being a defense mechanism thing...

Pessimism keeps me from expecting the good in people and being disappointed... by expecting the worst in people and being surprised... but I guess expecting the worse is in itself a kind of "self fulfilling prophecy" thing...

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359946

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>>359933
You did it!

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359947

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>>359940
This panel is when he admits he's still a virgin right?
I loved that part.

-Z- (mobile) (ID: 2733db)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359948

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>>359946
I did what...?
>>359947
Yeah, on the rooftop when they're talking about his relationship with Haru.

Mk17(phone)!!Trixie (ID: f0f814)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359968

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>>359943
You have clinical depression right? I'd say its probably just that.
>but I guess expecting the worse is in itself a kind of "self fulfilling prophecy" thing.
For sure.
So id say work on that first and foremost, and it will probably minimize your other problems.

-Z- (ID: 76ef72)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359969

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>>359968
I've been diagnosed with depression, manic/depressive, and once with split personality...

Spongebob Squarepants (ID: 6a6399)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359973

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>>359919

That's right -Z-, just be yourself and I'm sure everything will be alright!

Spongebob Squarepants - Ripped Pants with lyrics

Mk17(phone)!!Trixie (ID: f0f814)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359977

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>>359969
Okay, so there is the root cause. All the other stuff is just symptomatic.
So if you know you have this issue that is influential to your perception of reality toward the negitive, then its safe to assume you are indeed doing that, and seeing things that arnt there, such as people using you and being mean when they are genuinely trying to be nice.
But it not your fault, any more than having a fever is your fault when your sick.
But with a mental situation, it is your responsibility to form better habbits and restructure you mindset to break the cycle of negativity.
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>>359977
Yeah, I know that one of the first steps is having better habits... eating better, thinking better, trying to improve myself both physically and mentally...

Biggest issue for me though is that I start out well, but I get lost along the way and fall into bad habits which then spiral into me seeing myself as nothing good and... well, you've heard that all before by this point...

So yeah... when I fall into that rut, I don't see much in terms of good... unless you count my death, which I have (and still kinda do) see as the ultimate win for everyone. I just see people who are nice to save face, people who say they care just to not feel bad about themselves, and people who have a kind exterior just to lure you into a sense of vulnerability to take advantage of later on for their own benefit...

(ID: c77d15)Country code: amsterdam.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  359981

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>>359979
>I just see people who are nice to save face, people who say they care just to not feel bad about themselves, and people who have a kind exterior just to lure you into a sense of vulnerability to take advantage of later on for their own benefit...

That's because you live in New York and no offense, but New York is like the highest concentration of assholes in the entire US. It would do you good to see a different perspective because New York is not exactly a shining example of what humanity has to offer.
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Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359985

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>>359981
I'd say new york is a perfect example of what humanity has to offer.
Bunch of assholes with very few actually kindhearted people.

>>359948
It was pretty funny.

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>>359985
I mean you live in Mexico. I can completely understand why you think that.

Donald Trump (ID: 6a6399)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359988

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>>359985

I love New York. The people of New York are great, and it really goes to show how a city like New York is outstanding example as to the cooperation of mankind with one another. The world has plenty of people of all sorts of backgrounds with wonderful, wonderful cultures, and while we have our differences it is those great divides that bring us all together.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359989

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>>359987
Mexico is not exempt from the rule, true.

Mk17(phone)!!Trixie (ID: f0f814)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  359992

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>>359979
I would just focus on one aspect, because if you try to do this all encompassing self help thing, its overwhelming and your just setting yourself up to fail.
Your biggest issue is the cyclical self deprivation and turning everything into a conversation about you, and that. You came to that conclusion yourself with the help of your therapist right?
So focus on that, find ways to manage that, and then work on something else. Make it a bunch of bite sized bits, rather than one giant overwhelming task.

Of course you're going to relapse, everyone relapses, but a relapse isnt failure.
Plus, thats what the meds are for, to help you get back on track, not to "fix" the problem.
Its like quitting smoking, you dont just chew nicotine gum and suddenly you dont smoke anymore, its just training wheels to lean on while you break the bad habbit through your own mental hard work.

Im speaking from having to deal with it myself, and honestly, one of the reasons i avoid convos with you on the topic is because I myself relapse, and i know the stimuli to stay away from to try to prevent it.
For me, its like pushing through sleepyness to get out of bed and get to work on time. It sucks, its hard, and I have to really push myself to get up and get going every single day and some days are harder than others, but i have to keep doing it because ultimately, it gets progressively easier.

And i relapse, esp on days off, and esp through the last year where i didnt have a formal job. I would spend literal days/weeks in bed. Just depressed, just feeling hopeless and alone and thinking about the easy way out, doi g absolutely nothing but watching the light in my room brighten and fade.
Let my house fall to shit, miss work, spend too much money on junk food, make excuses to convince myself of why its "okay" and then miss payments on bills, then that would make me feel more depressed and hopeless, and then it would just be an excuse to stay in bed more, spend more money on junk food, miss work...making everything worse...ect.
I go through this every day. Every single day. I have to push to see friends, i have to push to get out of bed, i have to push to take care of my responsibilities, and its fucking hard.
Thats why i had to go get a real job with a schedule, because without someone else depending on me i would always say id do lyft "tomorrow" and do the math of how many extra hours id need to do to make up for laying in bed wallowing in sadness today... But tomorrow would never come.
I have the same negitive thoughts too. I think everyone at work hates me and is out to get me, i think my friends are avoiding me, i think people are purposefully and actively trying to fuck me over. But i know its in my head, i know its not real, so i dont act on it. I dont live my life by it, i assume im wrong, and it turns out i normally am. And tbh, i think overtime its strengthened my ability to read people. Because this isnt just something ive been managing for a little bit, this has been my whole life, and tbh im proud to say i think i do it well.

You dont hear about it often, because i know succumbing to it and circle jerking it only makes it worse, and my ultimate goal is to break these cycles, not indulge them. Only reason im making an exception now is because i want to help and i feel like admitting this, might? Idk.
Yeah, im always trying to be positive, and say positive things, play cool, act confident, joke around and not let on that im completely screaming inside. You can call it "being fake" if you want, but it helps me. It helps me make and strengthen the good habbits and minimize the bad, and honestly, i owe any forward progression in my life to it. Otherwise, i would literally just lay down until i lost everything, ended up homeless and froze to dealth.
I have more in common with people like you and jigs, than you might think, and its probably why i reee at you guys the most (well him mostly) because it like holding a mirror up to myself and seeing the person i know im a step away from being, and imo places like this is where we should be working on the good habbits, rather than a sancuary for the bad. Tbh, sometimes im completely jealous of you and how everyone spends so much time trying to help you, and think no one would ever do that for me if i spilled all my shit out. But again, thats just bullshit and i know it, so i dont spend time dwelling.
I think the only difference between people who are "depressed" and not is their willingness to push through and how badly they want it, because all humans have existential demons, and no one is "happy" like you see on TV and in adverts for meds, aside from maybe a few brief moments once in a great while. The rest of the time we are all living in the same world where people die, fight, break up, hold grudges have emergencies and responsibilities, all while dealing with external forces like politics and shit, endlessly. Rich, poor, doesnt matter, existing is hard, and letting yourself focus on the bad stuff rather than learning to focus on improvement would bury us all.
The biggest difference is our drive to handle it. For some its easier than others, for me its hard as fuck, always has been, always will be, but i focus on managing it, and learning how to over come it, not wallow in it, and you dont start day 1 with a good grasp on it, but you do have to start at day 1, the techniques will come.

So there is my rant.

Ether way, no ones situation is exactly the same, and advice is just someone giving you an outside perspective based on similar situations they've experienced for you to consider while figuring out your own deal, not an instruction manual.
Good luck. I'm seriously rooting for you.
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>>359981
But I live there, and have to deal with these people on the regular.
>>359985
It was.
>>359992
... I wish I had a better response then just... that I hate the fact that I helped anyone's depressive flare up... I wish I could say more then I'm sorry for that, but I also feel like by doing any of that would start up a back and forth of depressive hugboxing... or so to speak.

I do need to tackle this with small, attainable goals and not trying beating all of my demons overnight... and one of the best things for me is that I've found an outlet with cooking to help deal with a poor mentality... in fact, I've been cooking this entire time... and just for me. Really, I fell into a very poor rut when my housemate was talking too loud and said he despised my cooking to his friends... which hurt... a lot.

I wish you luck in battling and conquering your demons as well...

This is the first course for myself... stuffed mushrooms with scallop pieces, salad shrimp, and Italian breadcrumbs with butter and basil.

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>>359997
You know what drives me crazy?

You're sitting here talking about how bad you are at everything and how worthless you are then you're just like, "Oh I'm just gonna throw together this 5 star meal from scratch tonight. Whatever.' and I'm over here like barely able to make boxed Mac and cheese with hotdogs in it without fucking it up.

The fact that you can't see how fucking amazing the ability to just wave your hands and be like, "Bam, feast." like it's nothing is baffling to me. If I made something like that I'd be fucking telling everyone about it and be so fucking excited about it that would make a huge deal out of it and for you this it's just like.. Thursday.

Like, goddamn.

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>>359997
>... that I hate the fact that I helped anyone's depressive flare up...
This is also why i dont, because like i said to you before, i dont want to give you more excuses to blame yourself needlessly for shit. If all you took out of that is that you need to apologize to me for some shit you didnt do, you need to keep working on it.

Im not going to talk about depression anymore. Ive said all i intended to say, take from it what you will.

Mushrooms look good.
Sausage stuffing?

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>>359997
Fuck that looks so good...

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>>359998
Well... it's Friday anyway...
>>359999
Well like I said, I feel if I said anything more about it then I'd just be follow the trend of depression discussion... but yeah, let's move past that.

Stuffing is Mushroom stems diced, with scallop pieces and salad shrimp, with butter, basil, and a little olive oil.
>>360000
It was the first course, cause my real meal tonight was this... something called Coquilles Saint-Jacques which was scallops and shrimp in this little ramekin with mushrooms and a creme sauce topped with Gruyère cheese melted on top... also parmesan-garlic broccoli on the side.

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I'm back at a keyboard
>>359998
It's not a 5-star meal... hell, it's just home cooking for the most part. And it's not even like I take any liberties of chances when I put this stuff together... I'm following someone else's recipe with their instructions.

I mean, anyone can do it for the most part... you're just doing what they do... they being the cook/chef you're following...

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>>360008
Every learnable skill can be boiled down to that though.

Every artist just learns to do with other people do. Believe it or not, cooking is really hard for a lot of people. It takes a lot of patience and attention to detail to cook things properly and a lot of people don't have that. It also takes a good sense of timing. No one can just start making fancy meals just by reading from a book. There is nuance and skill to it and the fact that you find it so effortless shows just how good you are at it.

Hell I tried to make rice-a-roni one time and I thought I was following the instructions properly and I ended up with some sort of inedible sludge. Its not as effortless as you think.

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>>360009
I mean, I'm going to sound a bit rude here... but I don't believe that's true.

When it comes to those special skills when cooking, like testing the doneness of a steak by just the feel of it or filleting a fish into equal portions... yeah, that takes skill.

But boiling water or melting butter is simple...
adding things to that is simple...
then timing everything is simple...

It's not really a skill to follow instructions.

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>>360010
To you it's simple. Trust me, I've TRIED to cook before and it's a lot harder than it seems.

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>>360004
I should start giving a fuck about what I eat, maybe then I'd bother to cook cool stuff like that.

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>>360013
I feel like I should set up a livestream next time I cook... just to show how simple it is...
>>360014
I cook because I see something I like and want to try to recreate it...

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>>360004
Some degenerate once told me he never uses the stems in his stuffing, and throws them away.
We are still friends, i just have no respect for him.

I haven't tried making a shellfish stuffing, but id like to. They always taste a little sweeter, in a good way.
I had one made with Ritz once, and it was so fucking good, and i havent been able to duplicate it.
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>>360018
>I cook because I see something I like and want to try to recreate it...

You realize that's the same reason I learned how to draw furry porn, right?

TBH, I'd love to see you cook something because when I see the pictures you post I'm just like, "How the fuck do you just casually whip this shit up like it's nothing?"
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>>360019
Really, depends on what mushrooms you're using... white caps and crimini stems are fine, but things like portabello are tough and belong in the trash...

>Ritz stuffing

I feel like that would have a great balance of crunch, butter flavor, and salt... just be kind of difficult to add anything to that...

>>360020
... you like to see my cooking...?

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>>360021
>portabello
Fine chop and stick them in the fry pan with olive oil and run em low and slow for a while. Gets them tender and they melt right in.
>just be kind of difficult to add anything to tha
Exactly. Its a good stuffing for todays go-get-em lifestyle.
Honestly, its a shortcut, but done right it still tastes amazing and at the end of the day, thats what counts.

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>>360021
Well yeah. It looks like stuff you'd order from a super fancy restaurant for like $50 a plate and you're just like... Making it at home. From scratch. Like it's nothing. It's crazy.

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>>360023
Hmm... I'll have to give that portabello stems cook a try... cause really, I clean out the gills and take the stems off before I start cooking them...
You could get the same kind of flavor really by using Panko breadcrumbs, unsalted butter, and some minor seasoning here and there and you'd get the same thing but with more control... but that's without experimenting with the idea myself.
>>360024
>super fancy restaurant
Nah, there'd be better presentation... and higher quality in terms of ingredients...

Really, that's the big thing is the quality of what I work with is... lack of a better term, garbage... basically the cheapest thing I can find... or whatever's the best deal.

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Looks good.

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>>360025
Food like that would be really expensive over here...

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>>360013
The typical American Woman.

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>>360028
What do you mean? She acknowledged the cost rather than just assuming a man will buy it and give it to her for free.

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>>360029
Yeah well you haven't experienced her driving either.

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>>360027
Well... the most expensive things when I'm cooking is always the protein... that usually ends up being about 1/2 to 2/3 of the cost...

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>>360030
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH MY DRIVING.

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>>360032
I mean if you were trying to squeeze some information out of me and Nez there's more humane ways. Just because there were no physical injuries doesn't mean me and Nez don't have severe PTSD whenever we think back to gripping the doors for dear life while you drove with reckless abandon.

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>>360032
>>360033
... I should treat you all to some good old NY driving...

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>>360034
I've been, several times. Nice cab drivers too. Generally. Not one of them made me pray for Jesus to take the wheel.

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>>360033
>>360034
Man, my parents used to live in cali

I don't blame toy for driving the way she does as you guys describe

It makes talent that she drives that well being in cali

New York seems more like annoying bumper to bumper type stuff imo

That and new Yorkers are are everywhere here so I know how they drive
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>>360036
I used to live in California and I don't remember feeling sick after every near collision.

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>>360035
>>360036
NY driving (outside the city) is going faster then anyone else, everyone is an idiot behind the wheel, betting that they'll stop before you crash into them when merging lanes, and having quick and easy access to flipping the bird.

In the city, you replace the speed with knowing the exact dimensions on your car to squeeze into spots not meant for vehicles.

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>>360037
Oh, fair enough lol

>>360038
Damn, I thought Florida drivers are bad...

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>>360040
>Damn, I thought Florida drivers are bad...
Miami.

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>>360030
Thats true.
Still cheaper to insure though. More accidents, but less spectacular.

>>360032
Thats not what i hear.

>>360025
I think the idea is to give up control for convenience.
Like a stripper.

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>>360040
NY drivers are stupid, but confident.
You get used to seeing people do stupid shit and start to predict it before it happens.
Florida (from my experience) are stupid but cowardly... you expect them to do something and maybe they do... maybe they don't.
Hard to get a read on people when they don't commit with their intent...
>>360042
Yeah but convenience in cooking ruins the potential balance in flavor with a dish...
But sometimes, it's more about the lack of effort needed... so I get that.

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>>360033
I actually drive very conservatively. Even my mom drives more aggresssively.

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>>360038
Also, to give you an example, that famous scene from Midnight Cowboy where Dustin Hoffman almost gets hit by a cab and he shouts "I'M WALKIN' HERE!" was not in the original script. He LITERALLY almost got ran over by a real cab driver while filming the scene. It's a 100% real interaction with a real NY taxi driver.

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>>360047
How distressing.

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>>360049
I mean I actually drive pretty tamely for a Californian.

I even let people in when they turn their turn signal on instead of hitting the gas and screaming *Fuck you* which is standard operating procedure here.

So I mean, I don't know what you were stressing about. Hell, I even stayed off my phone when you guys were in the car just to make you feel better.

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>>360048
The scene in the movie was a recreation with an extra for emphasis with something that happened with Dustin Hoffman earlier that day during their shoot.

So yes, the scene was improvised... but not live on set. It was added in because of something that actually happened earlier.

Besides, my only real complaint with your driving is the necessity of using the brake pedal... but that's me.

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>>360050
I refuse to let you try to convince me that whatever black magic you use to increase your luck so that you don't hit others is a skill in driving.

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>>359997

Jesus Christ, what the fuck is that? It looks like someone shat out a boulder! I'm half expecting a dug beetle to come along and roll one right off of the fucking pan! And the oil! Jesus bloody fucking Christ, the oil! I can practically see my reflection coming off of them. You were supposed to stuff the mushrooms not wrap them soggy bread, you donkey! Did you add butter or milk the whole fucking cow?

>>360004

And what the fuck do we have here? Did someone vomit in your bowl? It looks like you dug that out of a whale's asshole. It's so slimy it look like the Creature of the Black Lagoon lives in there. Cut the fucking bullshit would you? When are you going to learn to take some responsibility! And the broccoli, oh my lord the fucking broccoli. It's absolutely dripping wet! Neptune himself is about to rise right out of it!

It looks like I could take a swim in that broccoli but you, Z, you can take a fucking hike! Take off your jacket and piss off!
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>>360054
Yes chef

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>>360052
It's called becoming a master sniper in Wolfenstein Enemy Territory.

Essentially I trained myself to use my peripheral vision in a more primary fashion, meaning I can keep my eyes on the road and use my peripheral vision to notice changes on the screen.

Also, becase I can read incredibly quickly I can swap between reading and watching the road roughly every 0.5 seconds. It's not like those stupid adds where I have my nose buried in my phone for like 15 seconds straight. People that do that are fucking morons. I keep the road and screen in my field of view at all times and simply alternate focus every 0.5 seconds, more or less allowing me to watch both at the same time.

I learned this skill playing Covert Ops in Wolfenstein: Enemy Territory becase it allowed me to keep my eyes completely centered on a battlefield and detect any movement or changes in scenery in my peripheral, to the point I could detect even tiny changes in pixel color indicating someone hiding behind a tree or in a bush, just from peripheral vision alone. This allowed me to track like 4 or 5 targets at the same time.

My boss and friends have tried to test me on this when I'm walking and looking at my phone by specifically trying to get me to walk into things, or by putting things in my way, and I have never once ran into anything or tripped over anything.

No accident I have ever been in involved my phone.
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>>360058
I played Enemy Territory non-stop in High-school.

Funnily enough I don't equate sniping similar to driving.

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>>360059
That's because you never went 80-0 as Covert Ops using a K43.

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>>360060
I went 60-2 using the K43. I suicided twice because there was no ammo close to me so I sped things up. I would've gone longer but the club only lasted 20-30 minutes.

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>>360062
What do you mean "club"?

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>>360063
Like I said, high school.

I didn't play it at home. So a group of us were able to form a club where we played vidya.

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>>360064
Were you playing against your friends in a custom match?

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>>360065
With my friends in random servers.

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I honestly have no idea what either of you are talking about...

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>>360067
Old videogame, before your time.

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>>360066
So you were playing with people you knew, in random servers, and no one on your team was a f.ops?

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>>360068
fucking boomers...

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>>360069
The one black kid yeah but all he ever did was call in air strikes and never be anywhere near me.

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>>360070
Ok zoomer

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>>360072
I'll have you know I'm a millennial, thank you.

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>>360071
Then he was a pretty shitty f.ops.

You only call on airstrikes to destroy objectives like the tank. Every other time you should be using artillery for area denial.

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>>360073
Alright kid

>>360074
He just spammed that shit everywhere. Was hilarious.

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>>360075
>kid
I have never in my life ever been called "kid"
And I mean that, like ever

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>>360075
Hilarious but not very effective. Air strikes have a delay and a huge smoke marker showing where they are going to hit, making them very easy to evade. Artillery on the other hand is constant random explosions in a specific area with no warning where they are going to hit.

It was much more effective and at level 4 your energy recharge was fast enough where you could keep a constant bombardment going indefinitely, usually focused on a primary objective.

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>>360077
Now that I think about it, I don't think I was called any of those "child" names...

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>>360080
Anytime bud

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>>360079
So it's an objective based game. You only win if you either complete the objective or prevent the other team from completing it.

Randomly throwing airstrikes across the battlefield is not a good way to defend an objective.

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>>360081
Thanks.

... did I even have a childhood...?

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>>360082
>She thinks we were doing anything other than having fun
o i am laffin

>>360083
Ellipses

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>>360084
I mean really though, did I have a childhood?
I have real memories from like... age 12 and up.
But nothing from before that.

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>>360084
I have a hard time believing you went 60-0 with that attitude.

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>>360085
Don't ask me. I didn't have one.

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>>360085
Must be a synth.

>>360086
60-2
I equally find your claim to be improbable as well. However, we shouldn't be digressing from your driving impairments.

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>>360088
I was defending on the beach map. That should tell you everything you need to know.

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>>360087
I wonder if I'm mentally 10 years younger, ya know?
Like... since I didn't have a childhood, or at the very least remember one, am I mentally 18?
>>360088
Nah, no way.
>Died 3 times, came back
>Keep getting parts taken out and/or replaced
>Like Jazz
Fuck, maybe.

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>>360089
I always preferred to be with the Allies on that map, I would swim out to the edge of the map and just get free kills because the render distance just barely showed me. And because I was constantly bobbing the enemy snipers couldn't get a shot on me. Plus my view could see both entrances with ease.

>>360090
Welcome to the institute.

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>>360091
I know that rock and trust me, they tried that. A lot. With multiple people.

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>>360092
Good map though.

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>>360093
It's super one sided in the axis favor.

Best map is Fuel Dump.

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>>360091
Really I'm just trying to be part of the conversation but... I got nothing.

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>>360094
Meh, I only remember like 2 good spots to snipe on that one. One on the house and the other on the mountain.

>>360095
I remember shit from when I was 3, so I can't help you.

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>>360096
Every spot is a good spot to snipe as long as you hit them before they hit you.

Also, of you're sniping from the house you're playing allies and allies don't get the k43.
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>>360097
How deep and profound

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>>360097
See:
>>360091
>I always preferred to be with the Allies on that map
I played with both sides you know.

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>>360098
And practical.

I used the scope on every shot, it didn't matter if you were 100 yards away or 2 feet away.

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>>360096
Right... I'll just go...


Sit over there... in the corner...
alone...

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>>360099
Yes. I didn't. Because the allies didn't get the K43.

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>>360100
No shit. Only bad thing was the recoil, but I would just unscope, then zoom back in so it negated.

>>360101
Ellipses ellipses

>>360102
Ok?

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>>360104
>No shit. Only bad thing was the recoil, but I would just unscope, then zoom back in so it negated.

That takes too long.

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>>360104
Oh... just...
leave... me...
with... my...

ellipses... and... aloneness...

ya...
cunt...

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>>360106
If you're old I guess.

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>>360105
Hello Ember.
How are you.
I have no fucking idea what they're talking about.

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>>360108
I'm saying I would have had the second bullet in your skull by the time you zoomed back in.

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>>360111
Must've forgotten the rate of fire doesn't change if you stay zoomed in or not.

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>>360113
It doesn't, but the rate of fire is faster than the time it takes to unscope and rescope.

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>>360114
News to me.

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>>360115
Probably because you never stayed scoped when you fired it.

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>>360116
I did, then I found a faster method for myself.

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>>360109
Neither do I, bud. Some kind of FPS or shooter, I'd expect. WWII, era from the sounds of things.

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>>360118
Was the description of allies and Wolfenstein the tip-off genius?

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>>360117
Just because it took you longer to fix your aim staying scoped doesn't mean the rate of fire was slower.

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>>360109
Probly like quake 2 or some other boomer game.

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>>360120
Just because it took you a long time to zoom in and out doesn't mean I wasn't faster than you at doing so.

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>>360118
>>360121
*sigh* I know what they're talking about, but I have no idea what any of it contains or is about...

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>>360123
Yea I didn't play wolfestein 3d either.

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>>360122
There are very few things I am 100% confident about. Playing Covert Ops in Wolfenstein is one of them.

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>>360125
>There are very few things I am 100% confident about

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>>360119
Wolfenstein? I never saw that! Allies was the tip-off.

>>360123
Nor do I. Only multiplayer shooter I've played recently is Titanfall 2.

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>>360124
How's your night going?
Thee's a lot more activity tonight it seems.
>>360127
>Titanfall 2
I thought that game was dead.

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>>360128
I'm playing tales of symphonia with a friend.
How's yours?

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>>360129
>Symphonia
I remember that game from back during the GameCube era... didn't realize it was multiplayer

Still playing Baba.

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>>360128
It was given away for free on PSPlus in December. It's aight. Not 100% alive, but eh

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>>360130
It is! Playing it over steam's remote play.

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>>360132
Cause I know it's stupid dead on PC.
Like... 130-150 people play it, and they're the only ones who do.
>>360133
Huh, sounds like a fun evening.
I need to find a good RPG to play.

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>>360135
That might be about it on PS4 as well but I dunno. It's enough to get relatively consistent games together.

>I need to find a good RPG to play.

Someone should run a D&D campaign or something.
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>>360136
In this group of outcasts and misfits...?
Lord no... that'd be disastrous.

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>>360137
There are a few people and miscreants here that would be able to get their heads on straight for a few hours every week or two to play a game.

The hard part is finding a game master, because it certainly ain't gonna be me.

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>>360136
>Someone should run a D&D campaign or something.

I'd be down for that once my schedule gets less hectic.

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>>360139
... Are you the kind of person to inject erotica into a D&D game.

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>>360140
Am I the kind to do so? Absolutely. Would I if it made people uncomfortable? No.

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>>360141
I figured. Good on that last bit though.

Personally, any time that's happened in a campaign I've been in, it's been FtB.

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>>360138
Everyone wants to play, no one wants to set up.
The usual D&D conundrum.
>>360142
>FtB
Face to Butt

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>>360142
Eh, I can understand it. It can be super cringy if not handled with tact.

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>>360139
Speaking of which... you never answered my question from back in /trash/.

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>>360143
Z, I'm running two IRL campaigns right now and I'm in three more. I don't have time to run another campaign, but it's infinitely easier to play in them.

>>360144
For sure.

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>>360146
Oh well excuse me for not having proper organization skills or friends.

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>>360147
I don't have proper organizational skills or friends either, bro. I just force people at knife point to play and Stockholm syndrome kicks in after about the third or fourth session.

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>>360135
Try bloodstained curse of the moon, it's a metroidvania but it has enough rpg elements to scratch that itch.

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Tried playing some Vagrant Story.
Forgot that I didn't like it.
Ah well...
>>360148
Huh...
>>360149
Sounds interesting... but I was looking more for the "JRPG" kinda RPG really.
I was never much of a Castlevania guy

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>>360154
In that case how aboooooooout Golden Sun?
I don't know much about modern jrpgs...

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>>360157
Actually yeah, I should play through Golden Sun.
And Golden Sun 2 after.

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>>360179
They have really good music.

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>>360187
They do.

Fuck, I hate having anxiety...

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>>360190
Anything got you anxious?

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>>360199
I'm currently at that thing I was invited to... and I'm kinda freaking out

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>>360209
Got pulled away for errands, I hope it's going well.

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>>360218
It went... well, it was something...

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>>360219
Did you enjoy it?

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>>360222
I mean, it was fine... but I didn't feel like I belonged there.
It was 5 other females talking between themselves for the most part, and every now and again asking me about something... usually about cooking.

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>>360223
Doesn't sound bad.

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>>360223
How terrible

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>>360224
>>360225
It wasn't bad, but it just didn't feel like I was needed to be there... ya know?

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>>360229
So why was I there...?

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>>360230
You were asked.

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>>360231
Yeah, but like... why...?

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>>359992
I needed that post. Thanks.

Mk17(phone)!!Trixie (ID: 3b9c91)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360295

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-Z- (mobile) (ID: eca024)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360313

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>Woke up, voice mail on my phone
>Don't recognize the number
>Must be someone from last night
>"This is ________, I'm looking for -Z- as I have some urgent news about your mother"
>"If you can, please call me back at ____________"
>This has got to be some kind of spam caller
>I call back, I get an answer immediately
>It's real
>She's in critical condition

Going to visit her today.
I'm... I'm probably not going to be okay later. Sorry.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360317

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>>360313
Damn, sorry Z.

Anonymous (ID: 0ef1bf)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360323

>>360313

Fuck that's terrible to hear. Best wishes to your mother. I hope everything goes well.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360378

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>>360317
>>360323
I'm back.

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I was told by the doctor, and by my mother, that she's got advanced Parkinson's... she had been treating it with medicine for the past few years.
It's gotten to the point where the medicine is starting to have no effect.
She's been having more severe tremors, and fell at home where she broke her hip.
I've been informed that if the medicine she is going to start taking has no effect, that she'd worsen more and more eventually leading to death.
The estimate from the doctor is about 6 months if left untreated.
My mother said she loved me, and told me she would be fine.
I know she's lying. She has a tell when she lies.

I'm going to visit her as much as I can.
I don't know how to feel right now.
That's all I have to say about this.

Ikaphone (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360400

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>>360378
At least it seems you are in good terms with her.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360401

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>>360400
I was never on bad terms, but I also never had much of a connection with her.

Ikaphone (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360402

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>>360401
Got plans for the rest of the day?

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360403

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>>360402
Not really.
I feel like I should do nothing.

Ikaphone (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360404

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>>360403
Sounds alright.
Had dinner yet?

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360406

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>>360404
I don't feel like I could eat.

Ikaphone (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360409

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>>360406
Alright.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360410

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>>360409
Sorry.
I'm not really handling this well.
And I can't talk with my therapist until tomorrow.

Ikaphone (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360414

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>>360410
No need to be sorry, that's understandable.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360421

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>>360414
Sorry if I'm being boring.
I'm just thinking a lot.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360498

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>>360421
You have no obligation to entertain me.

Anonymous (ID: b266c8)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360525

>>359156
>pic
What manga is this from?

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360529

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>>360498
I still feel like you also don't have to listen to me.
Or care.
No one really has to, or should.
>>360525
Beastars, but the OP picture is from a fan comic referenced here >>359179

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360530

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>>360529
That wont stop me.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360531

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>>360530
Sorry about today.
I really haven't talked much, if you wanted to have any conversation.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360533

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>>360531
Don't be, you are going thru some shit and I'd rather you focus on that rather than force yourself to interact with me.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360536

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>>360533
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I can't fucking focus on me, because there's nothing to fucking focus on.
Nothing is happening to me, it's happening to my fucking mother of all people.
God, if I could actually do something about this I would, I would accept taking on this disease myself but I fucking can't.
I have to watch as I see my mother slowly lose herself and die.

I can accept a lot, but I am just so internally fucked I don't know what to even do.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360537

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>>360536
I don't think the reason you can't do anything about it is because it's you, anyone no matter how well adjusted would have to deal with it the same way you will have to, everyone would be just as powerless.

Sorry if you want to keep it to spoilers, I don't know how to do that.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360538

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>>360537
Sorry. I forgot no one uses this chat for the most part, it's normally just the two of us.
I'll stop with the spoilers/hidden text.

I just feel so damn powerless, because I think in some way if I do something I can help her.
But the cold reality is that I can't do anything for her, but just be by her side and make things more comfortable for her.
She says she'll be fine but like I said before, I know when she's lying, I've seen it before when I was younger.
I know she's doing it because she thinks I'll believe it. I feel like at this point, I should.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360540

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>>360538
Don't be sorry, you can keep using hidden text i you want, I just felt bad because I thought you wanted me to use it too.

And well yea that's pretty much it, best you can do is try to make her feel as comfortable as possible, but there's nothing wrong with believing she will make it either, cuz it might happen.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360541

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>>360540
I didn't want to use that picture...

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360543

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>>360540
It's fine.
I just don't know what I'm going to do afterwards.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360544

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>>360543
You can think about that when you get there.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360545

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>>360544
I don't want to get there.
I know it's going to happen, but I feel like I might break when it does.
The day it happens, and when it happens, I'm going to full on lose it.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360548

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>>360545
Hopefully it doesn't get too bad.
I hope your therapist can give you a better insight than mine...

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360550

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>>360548
Looking back on this, I shouldn't have said anything.

I've taken twice the dose on my Melatonin tonight.
Goodnight Ika.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360553

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>>360550
Good night Z.

-Z- (mobile) (ID: e0dd31)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360582

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I'm a little better today.
Not good, but better.

I'll make a new thread.

Here >>360584
This post was edited by its author on .

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360583

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Ate too much yesterday, woke up dizzy.

!SATSUkIQg2 (ID: c9105f)Country code: bug.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360871

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>>360583
Remember when Alex Jones said he forgot where he dropped off his kids because he ate too big a bowl of chili?


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