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Autism -Z- (ID: 415ba8)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid:   359156[View All]

I am a sad boi

Who likes to talk

Come and talk

Or not, I don't care
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Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360199

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>>360190
Anything got you anxious?

-Z- (mobile) (ID: 4e24a2)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360209

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>>360199
I'm currently at that thing I was invited to... and I'm kinda freaking out

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360218

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>>360209
Got pulled away for errands, I hope it's going well.

-Z- (ID: 1d3546)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360219

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>>360218
It went... well, it was something...

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360222

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>>360219
Did you enjoy it?

-Z- (ID: 1d3546)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360223

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>>360222
I mean, it was fine... but I didn't feel like I belonged there.
It was 5 other females talking between themselves for the most part, and every now and again asking me about something... usually about cooking.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360224

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>>360223
Doesn't sound bad.

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: 098bd5)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360225

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>>360223
How terrible

-Z- (ID: 1d3546)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360226

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>>360224
>>360225
It wasn't bad, but it just didn't feel like I was needed to be there... ya know?

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: 098bd5)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360229

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-Z- (ID: 1d3546)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360230

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>>360229
So why was I there...?

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: 098bd5)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360231

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>>360230
You were asked.

-Z- (ID: 1d3546)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360232

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>>360231
Yeah, but like... why...?

Tracer Bullet (phone) (ID: 098bd5)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360233

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Starshine!Laura/wmXM (ID: d9cff3)Country code: ponychan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360262

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>>359992
I needed that post. Thanks.

Mk17(phone)!!Trixie (ID: 3b9c91)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360295

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-Z- (mobile) (ID: eca024)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360313

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>Woke up, voice mail on my phone
>Don't recognize the number
>Must be someone from last night
>"This is ________, I'm looking for -Z- as I have some urgent news about your mother"
>"If you can, please call me back at ____________"
>This has got to be some kind of spam caller
>I call back, I get an answer immediately
>It's real
>She's in critical condition

Going to visit her today.
I'm... I'm probably not going to be okay later. Sorry.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360317

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>>360313
Damn, sorry Z.

Anonymous (ID: 0ef1bf)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360323

>>360313

Fuck that's terrible to hear. Best wishes to your mother. I hope everything goes well.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360378

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>>360317
>>360323
I'm back.

-
I was told by the doctor, and by my mother, that she's got advanced Parkinson's... she had been treating it with medicine for the past few years.
It's gotten to the point where the medicine is starting to have no effect.
She's been having more severe tremors, and fell at home where she broke her hip.
I've been informed that if the medicine she is going to start taking has no effect, that she'd worsen more and more eventually leading to death.
The estimate from the doctor is about 6 months if left untreated.
My mother said she loved me, and told me she would be fine.
I know she's lying. She has a tell when she lies.

I'm going to visit her as much as I can.
I don't know how to feel right now.
That's all I have to say about this.

Ikaphone (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360400

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>>360378
At least it seems you are in good terms with her.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360401

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>>360400
I was never on bad terms, but I also never had much of a connection with her.

Ikaphone (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360402

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>>360401
Got plans for the rest of the day?

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360403

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>>360402
Not really.
I feel like I should do nothing.

Ikaphone (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360404

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>>360403
Sounds alright.
Had dinner yet?

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360406

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>>360404
I don't feel like I could eat.

Ikaphone (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360409

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>>360406
Alright.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360410

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>>360409
Sorry.
I'm not really handling this well.
And I can't talk with my therapist until tomorrow.

Ikaphone (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360414

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>>360410
No need to be sorry, that's understandable.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360421

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>>360414
Sorry if I'm being boring.
I'm just thinking a lot.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360498

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>>360421
You have no obligation to entertain me.

Anonymous (ID: b266c8)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360525

>>359156
>pic
What manga is this from?

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360529

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>>360498
I still feel like you also don't have to listen to me.
Or care.
No one really has to, or should.
>>360525
Beastars, but the OP picture is from a fan comic referenced here >>359179

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360530

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>>360529
That wont stop me.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360531

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>>360530
Sorry about today.
I really haven't talked much, if you wanted to have any conversation.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360533

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>>360531
Don't be, you are going thru some shit and I'd rather you focus on that rather than force yourself to interact with me.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360536

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>>360533
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I can't fucking focus on me, because there's nothing to fucking focus on.
Nothing is happening to me, it's happening to my fucking mother of all people.
God, if I could actually do something about this I would, I would accept taking on this disease myself but I fucking can't.
I have to watch as I see my mother slowly lose herself and die.

I can accept a lot, but I am just so internally fucked I don't know what to even do.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360537

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>>360536
I don't think the reason you can't do anything about it is because it's you, anyone no matter how well adjusted would have to deal with it the same way you will have to, everyone would be just as powerless.

Sorry if you want to keep it to spoilers, I don't know how to do that.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360538

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>>360537
Sorry. I forgot no one uses this chat for the most part, it's normally just the two of us.
I'll stop with the spoilers/hidden text.

I just feel so damn powerless, because I think in some way if I do something I can help her.
But the cold reality is that I can't do anything for her, but just be by her side and make things more comfortable for her.
She says she'll be fine but like I said before, I know when she's lying, I've seen it before when I was younger.
I know she's doing it because she thinks I'll believe it. I feel like at this point, I should.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360540

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>>360538
Don't be sorry, you can keep using hidden text i you want, I just felt bad because I thought you wanted me to use it too.

And well yea that's pretty much it, best you can do is try to make her feel as comfortable as possible, but there's nothing wrong with believing she will make it either, cuz it might happen.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360541

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>>360540
I didn't want to use that picture...

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360543

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>>360540
It's fine.
I just don't know what I'm going to do afterwards.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360544

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>>360543
You can think about that when you get there.

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360545

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>>360544
I don't want to get there.
I know it's going to happen, but I feel like I might break when it does.
The day it happens, and when it happens, I'm going to full on lose it.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360548

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>>360545
Hopefully it doesn't get too bad.
I hope your therapist can give you a better insight than mine...

-Z- (ID: aacebd)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360550

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>>360548
Looking back on this, I shouldn't have said anything.

I've taken twice the dose on my Melatonin tonight.
Goodnight Ika.

Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360553

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>>360550
Good night Z.

-Z- (mobile) (ID: e0dd31)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360582

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I'm a little better today.
Not good, but better.

I'll make a new thread.

Here >>360584
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Ika's name (ID: a10a31)Country code: mx, country type: geoip, valid: 1  360583

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Ate too much yesterday, woke up dizzy.

!SATSUkIQg2 (ID: c9105f)Country code: bug.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  360871

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>>360583
Remember when Alex Jones said he forgot where he dropped off his kids because he ate too big a bowl of chili?


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