I’m going to address these in the order you asked them.
I realised that I fucked up a day or two later, at which point I couldn’t take edit it.
Did you read the preempt? This is a question that she’s asked quite a few times, and she seems to take it personally, so I wanted to clear it up. I hided it so you didn’t have to see it. And as I said, if she asks me any questions I’m just going to ignore them, and not get into an argument.
Depends how you define excuses.
I’m not on welfare, and I never claimed to be, my mum’s on welfare. Why is she on welfare, because my step dad is a drug addict and a kleptomaniac, meaning that’s he’s stolen literally thousands off her, (my mum claims he stole £2,500 of her while I was two, and then spent it all on cocaine) he even managed to weasel his into stealing the house she paid for, leaving him with a three bedroom house all to himself, while the mother to his three (two if you only count his biological children, I.E. not me) stuck in a high rise flat. My dad stole £400 of me just a few months ago, he’ll literally steal anything form anyone, and he’s a compulsive liar, even making up random stories that are clear lies, but then insisting that they’re 100% true. So she’s left to look after two kids and me by herself, giving her no choice but to live on welfare and go into thousands worth of debt just to make ends meet. I actually asked her about welfare, but she says she doesn’t want to sign me up, I guess she’s terrified of me being like her. And that’s only scratching the tip.
In comparison I just went for a job interview a few days ago, and while I was rejected, I think I did really well for my first interview, and I’m going to apply for a job in a supermarket later on today. I’m 18, I’ve never drank, I’ve never took drugs, I’ve never smoked, and I’m applying for jobs. I don’t know about your family, but for mine that’s considered a fucking miracle. I’m doing really well given the background I was born into, maybe not for yours, but I’m not you. You don’t know what I’ve had to go through.
That was a retarded joke I made almost a year ago. And I came here for no particular reason, you just got unlucky.
I was diagnosed at 5 and went to see various psychiatrists up until I was about 16-17, but I suppose they don’t know what they’re talking about. Also I may be a sociopath, I’ve done some research and I’m convinced that I may at least have some sociopathic tendencies, but that doesn’t make a bad person. How can you judge me for a mental disorder that I may or may not have when I have no say in wether I have it or not?
I’ve never called anyone subhumam, you’re just being hyperbolic.
I’m sorry that I’m not good at language policing myself to your sensibilities, I’m trying my best.
Because I have at least one serious mental disorder, and possibly a few undiagnosed ones.
I don’t know, maybe you could kill/deport me as a form of reparations.
I do understand, which is why I’m trying to stop.
Are you referring to Kadence? I’d hardly say that I spammed it, I made a few jokes with her, I wouldn’t call that spamming.
I never said that. I said that I was going to start posting on ponyville, not that I was leaving. And I don’t hate this place, there are just some people
on it that have really been getting on my nerves recently.
That was a troll, but that was just the first day, I’ve been here for a good 10 months now.
I write it, I don’t publish it. Besides I haven’t even finished anything. Read >>335196
if you want to know why I don’t find this to be hypocritical.
I don’t do that, publicly.
I’ve made like one or two joke posts. Also again, read >>335196
for context. Besides, I think both are degenerate, and I’d challenge you to point out where I didn’t say I was a degenerate.
That wasn’t a joke relationship, it was/is complicated.
In some regards I have.
Because anyone who opposes my will obviously deserves to die.
I don’t have any “physical deficiencies,” I don’t know who told you that. The closest thing I have to a physical deficiency is that I’m a bit skinny. But yeah, I’m pretty fucked up in the noggin, I can’t deny that.
Also the “muh bad genes” argument doesn’t work on me because I don’t plan to pass them on.
I’ve honestly been trying. I thought leaving for a week would show you that.
That’s a lot of question rolled into one. To answer all of them in once, I’m stubborn.
I don’t know, but I suppose you don’t have to worry about that anymore.
I’m fully aware that I’m basically the prime example of everything I hate, but I never exactly said that I liked myself, did I.
I have, and I’m fully aware that I’m a brain damaged (quite literally, depending on your definition of the word) ideologue, I’ve just learned to live with it. I’m 100% aware that I’m a walking contradiction, but I can’t help being me.
Because I’ve secretly fallen in love with you and a enjoy the abuse.>>335225
I genuinely wanted this, but he doesn’t.