Yeah, I can understand that feeling of wanting and striving for things to go well but having obstacles in the way. I just got used to being disappointed and just accepting that all things are bad and always will be until I finally die.
Granted, a bit extreme but it's helped me cope.
Plus, I just was contacted by a guy I knew in college who lives nearby and wanted to know if I was interested in catching up. I said yes, but I expect him to never contact me again after the fact.
Hey, if you don't land that one there's always work in the field of corrections.
What kind of communist bullshit is that? ONE cookie!?
Fuck that, don't even bother then.