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Anonymous (ID: f2a31b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid:   215004

>when you know you'd be happier if you just died but will always be too lazy and cowardly to go through with it
>when you're too incompetent to interact with society but you'll never get around that because you started with a mediocre potential and got psychologically fucked beyond repair early on

Tracer Bullet (ID: 443baf)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  215011

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Okay.

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You literally wouldn't be happier if you just died. Dead bodies have zero ability to feel happiness.

Tracer Bullet (ID: 443baf)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  215014

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>>215012
>Current happiness : -1
>Happiness if dead : 0
Is what they're trying to say.

Honey Dew!GpyjCVYSNk (ID: 62e3d0)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  215016

>>215004

If you're in the US and at a moment of crisis then call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255.

Or go here and get some help

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

They helped me a few years back when I was about to open my wrists.

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>>215014

Misery is not the opposite of happiness. Plus, considering one typically feels more and more miserable while dying, I wouldn't presume that being dead isn't even worse.
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Tracer Bullet (ID: 443baf)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  215018

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>>215017
I'm just equating what they're saying to be explained a bit easier. Doesn't make their point any more correct.

Anonymous (ID: f2a31b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  215028

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>>215016
What if dying is rational though?
I've thought about it in depth and concluded it actually makes more sense, but I'm only still alive because of negative emotions that I'd rather not have but can't push past.

Noonim (ID: 9b680c)Country code: mlpchan.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  215083

>>215028
If you're suicidal I recommend going to some 3rd world shithole and trying to become a godemperor or some such nonsense.
I mean, if you've no longer got anything to lose, might as well play with the world as though it's a game, right?

๐Ÿˆ๐ŸˆDodger๐Ÿˆ๐Ÿˆ!FGiFL0Ecls (ID: b1bdf5)Country code: windows9x.png, country type: customflag, valid: 1  215085

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>>215083
This is the mentality of someone with a terminal disease, not a suicidal person

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>>215028

Dying is literally irrational, because dead bodies have zero ability to reason.

Besides, if you can rationalize Hitler (and you can) then why rely on rationality to decide what to do? Sure you could kill yourself and maybe nobody would care I dunno, but how's that rationally better than not killing yourself? Because you're less of a burden on the people you love? Fuck 'em. They made you this way. Go review pony episodes or something.

Anonymous (ID: f2a31b)Country code: us, country type: geoip, valid: 1  215116

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>>215112
Relief and hope are the ultimate sources of pain, seeing as they seldom deliver the change and progress they promise to the weak and helpless. All that they serve to do is exacerbate the strained desperation and struggle of the dying animal, only for all his efforts to collapse once more, and all the world around to laugh at his agonized cries as he is reminded, more intimately than ever, that the last cry of his soul and strongest exertions of his mind are but the diarrhea of a retarded baby and that he deserves to feel all the more ashamed than before for waging his last dying autistic strike and making an even bigger retarded cunt of himself.

There is no greater torture to a living organism than uncertainty, the chance that one may have his mind adjusted to one future only for another to materialize. It is better to resolve to a guaranteed future of suffering one could try to avoid, than get oneself invested in the chance of making something better when everything's really up to random chance and all your efforts might be rendered inconsequential anyway.
That is why I would be happier in death. Because while I can foresee aspects of the joke and futility of a future I will have and the disgrace to all living things such a tale told by an idiot would be were it realized, I can see no shadow of a feasible path towards defraying this future. And so I will go on on the predetermined path to greater dishonor and futile struggle under the illusion imposed by myself and others that my personal choices will make a difference, and suffer immensely for it unless it all ends quickly before that has to happen. That is why I wish for death. Because I have been enlightened to the futility of the individual human will in the 21st century world, and I wouldn't stand to return to my old delusions again.

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>>215116

> There is no greater torture to a living organism than uncertainty,


Yeah, try telling that to someone with a terminal disease. Might give 'em a laugh.

My advice is stop caring about dishonor and the future so much. Just live in the moment. Put things in perspective. The past is gone, and the future hasn't happened yet, so as far as places to live in, the moment is all you've got.

Well that and professional therapy. Ever look into dialectical behavioral therapy before? My unqualified opinion is it seems like DBT might help you. Also drugs.


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