next month I will have 6 years clean and sober
when you stop drinking, you will be confronted with all the reasons you drank in the first place. I suggest you get to an AA meeting and get yourself a copy of the Big Book or you know what, here's the pdf download of it.http://silkworth.net/downloads/pdf/big_book.pdf
get it. read it. apply it. don't try it alone. the literature is kinda odd and you don't hafta do everything it says but the more you read it the more you will understand why you are feeling the way you do and the better equipped you will be to deal with those feelings without picking up again.
Mikie and anyone else, download and read this shit too.
btw if you've been to AA and it "didn't work" that's cuz you didn't read this. Please do. Ak me any questions; I'm here for you all.>>144800