And yeah, the only way to get venison here is to ether harvest it yourself, or in my case, know a guy who had a bunch in his freezer but needed to move halfway across the country and couldn't take it haha.
Which works out because I didn't even try to get a deer this year.
It was nice to get everyone together, even though all they do is bicker and fight and complain about everything haha. Still, would be weirder if we did nothing.
The plans I'm use to, because everything revolves around my sister, always has, and now that she has a kid, even more haha.
As far as seeing him again.. my views on that are... Boring? I guess is a good word haha. I've seen a lot of death so it's like, I don't really expect much, but I appreciate the sentiment.
On the other hand, my mom is a strick contrast and goes to sayonces and mystics and stuff, which is fine, and if it makes her feel better I'm all for it and who knows, she might be right. But I wish she wouldn't shove it down my throat so much haha.