>>2529737>all are opposed to my successYou get a lot of support whenever you post about it on here, and you've said on several occasions that people IRL have called you attractive and are surprised to find that you are a virgin. Even if some are opposed to your success, that hardly sounds like "all". It's in your head, just like my delusional belief that reeks of a victim complex that all "normal" people give enough of a fuck about my existence to hate my guts just for being "weird" and liking to dress like a girl and watch moeshit.
Sorry if I'm being too harsh, but you seem like the sort to respond well to tough love. Get up, brush yourself off, put yourself out there, and make an effort, rather than putting yourself down relentlessly on here and digging yourself deeper and deeper into your feelings of despair and hopelessness.
>>2529750Magical thinking. Look it up. That's what you're doing. There are no forces of nature conspiring against you, it's all in your head. You and Toy are both in California too, aren't you? Meet up and fuck, do it!