I would prefer if you go get help if you are actually depressed and have not seeked help.
Depression shouldnt be flaied around like a badge, its a horrible thing that once made me eat a white Amanita mushroom.
I laid for 5 hours just suffering puking and shitting my insides uncontrollably, hating myself for the stupid decision i made and just yearning death.
That was like 5 years ago, i have found the help that i needed so far and am doing loads better than before.
If you are really depressed, then stop posting here and go get professional help, because if you are, then all these type of interactions you are having with other people will just twist your way of thinking even more.
*hugs you tight
I doubt anypony here actually hates you. They may dislike you because you are stubborn when people give you advice, but hey, that happened to me a lot, you will learn to be more reflective about everything.
And im posting as anon cause im sharing too much personal info.