All that I can say, is this, Petal.
Our lives are filled with dark pools of negativity and boundless stretches of darkness. Our lives are filled with the utmost structures of evil and villainy. Sometimes, yes, everything seems pointless, everything seems tactless. Everything is without meaning, and void. What does it mean to live? What does it mean to exist?...What does it mean to strive, and live on? Why go on?
We go on, to live for the existence that we wish to bring out, for ourselves. We exist, to bring out something amazing within our lives, within our innermost being. Be it a talent we have, how we think, how we do things, how we just simply...exist. We're here, to show the world, who we are, what we can do, who we can be, and what we can become. As said, we must attach reason and meaning to what can sometimes appear to be a meaningless, and unreasonable world.
But, don't let people tell you that this world is meaningless and unreasonable. You can prove to them that it is. Prove them wrong. Prove to them, that you can surprass, and create something anew, something greater than yourself, and then build yourself upon it, something even greater than that, before. Dont care what people say, if its corny, if its cheesy, if its impossible. This is YOUR life, THIS is what YOU want to create. This is your life. You can live for yourself today, or disappear into obscurity tomorrow.
Live, Petal. Live on with the power of a thousand suns, the diligence a thousand stampeding stallions into the plains of life, and the courage of one, to stand against all odds, and become everything you ever dream of becoming.